What right do I have?

Hello! Been a while eh?
Well, don't ask me why I'm here blogging instead of studying for my National exams, as well, I ... I'll tell you later.

Hmm, I got my first taste of REDBULL a few days back, with my sister and her friend, and it was unlike what I expected. It was sweet! I had thought it would taste like beer! Well, kinda pathetic eh. My first shot of REDBULL at the age of sweet sixteen. Oh well, at least I tried it before I died~

Okay, well, I'm the kind of person who gives people second chances. And I think that people may have been misjudging this particular guy, who had caused us much grief and sorrow. I had just came across his profile on Twitter, and read his tweets, till a particular one stood out. There was a mild inclination that he felt he was being unfairly misunderstood. Even though he did his best to hide it, but I could feel it, the pain that he was being despised. In the beginning, due to the many evidences we had, all of us thought he was the one. And maybe he might have been. But now, it has been months. Most of us has forgotten the story behind that blue jacket, the source of the problem. None of us would think of that fateful day when we wear it. In fact, it keeps us warm ironically. Hence, I feel that we should give him another chance, he might have been scared out of his wits that day. Okay, you might think that I'm being too forgiving (if you know what I'm talking about), but we should let that matter rest, let bygones be bygones. Okay, everyone? Give him another chance~ But what right do I have to tell people not to judge when I do it myself as well?

Now, down to why I'm here. I need to just talk to people who won't judge. My own blog, where it can't react to whatever I say. I feel that so far, my exams have been relatively manageable except for my Amaths. As long as I can pass that, I'm satisfied, I don't need a distinction, just a pass. Please.
But even if I don't get it, or even my desired score, I admit and resign to my fate. As the saying goes, "You reap what you sow." I haven't sowed anything, what can I reap? I haven't been putting in much effort to study, just doing the bare minimal. I just have a black belt in procrastination, I can't motivate myself to spur on. I just can't. Hence, if I get a double digit, I know that it was expected. What right do I have to score better than someone who put in tons more effort than me? None. Hence, I will not blame anyone else but myself if I do not score well.

Haiz, talked too much sentimental stuff today. Tomorrow is my Biology exam, shall study a little now, before having my beauty sleep, and rising earlier tmr to revise more.

Signing off, ~ANGELICDEVIL~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~

Hello people! Back after a long- wait. It's LOOOOONNNNNGGGGG break. Hahaha.
Okays, shall give you all a little recap over what has happened to me, nothing serious of course, or I wouldn't be here. Heheh.
Firstly, my Prelim 2 results. I think I got like 24 for my L1R5, and 14 for my L1R4. Hmm, how can that be possible, you might be thinking, such a huge difference?! Yeah, neither I know why, but since the system (supposingly it's reliable) counted it for me, i'm hoping it's true, so at least I'm just 4points away from my desired course in Ngee Ann Poly. Then I'll prove to everyone I'm not the dumb girl that I am. YES I WILL.
Secondly, I'M NOW SO-CALLED OBSESSED WITH YTF, OR RATHER, RYANHIGA!!! <3 He is just plain awesome and dashing in all his videos! I anticipate more of his new videos, and I re-watch his videos, I think countless times! I ADORE HIM ALOT!!! <3 Thirdly, I'll update my idol fanbase HAHAHA. Shall tell you all now and maybe add some pictures in my next post (which might be centuries later) kay? ORIGINAL : Kim Jonghyun, Jung Yonghwa, Chris Hemsworth and Kim Taeyeon. NOW : All the above plus Jung iLwoo, RyanHiga, Jesseca Liu and Hayden Panettiere! If you Google them, you'll see that I have taste in both females and hunks HAHAH! Cause they're all so pretty and handsome~ HAHAHA! Okay ... Now's not the time to be fangirling ><

Lastly, if you all don't know, IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY! Well, I'm supposed to be happy today, but it seems like any other ordinary day. Why? Cause the atmosphere just isn't there. It just doesn't seem like a special occasion. And frankly speaking, I'm kinda disappointed. Friends whom I thought would remember, didn't bother to wish me at least. Friends whom I've spent so much time and effort on, well, didn't seem to me like they'll put in the same effort in future. Ohwell.
But my friends (Zihui, Mirian, Alvin, Jarel, Rusyaidi) did surprise me with a chocolate cake and a birthday song! Although we couldn't finish it and I gave it to the bookshop aunties, but THANKYOU STILL~
And I've gotten some nice and lovely presents this time round! I got a polka dotted blue small bagpack, a beautiful dress and Famous Amos cookies by my sisters, SHIYA, VENESSA AND KIMBERLEY respectively!!!~
Also, my real sister gave me three novels and a $10 voucher from Kinokuniya! My youngest sister gave me a hairtie ribbon too~
JIAYI, gave me a cute notebook with an equally adorable giraffe correction tape!
SO THANK YOU PEOPLE FOR YOUR WONDERFUL PRESENTS! LOVE THEM ALOT! ^~^
Kay, this shall be dedicated to my mum. Even though she wasn't around as she went for a course, she didn't forget the yearly routine of giving a red packet to the birthday child. She tasked my dad to pass it to me, and when I retrieved from his hand, it was thick. Like extraordinary thicker. I thought it was filled with many $2 notes, as I knew my parents could not afford much, but I was wrong! The red packet contained 5 $10 notes, totalling to $50!!! Well I expected just $16, as my parents only give us red packets according to our ages, so this was beyond my wildest dreams!!! SO THANKYOU BOTH MUMMY AND DADDY~!!!
Hahah, actually looking back, my day went past quite smoothly and happily, considering the fact that people still owe me pressies~ hehehe :P
So I shall take a pic next time to show you guys what I've got~
Phew. What a long post. My fingers are numb from typing this through my phone while my eyelids are drooping. I'm yawning as well. Have I made you guys yawn yet? HAHAHA.
Allright! It's been a long day eh? THANKYOU for reading this lengthy post and have a good night! :D

Signing off, ~ANGELICDEVIL~