What right do I have?

Hello! Been a while eh?
Well, don't ask me why I'm here blogging instead of studying for my National exams, as well, I ... I'll tell you later.

Hmm, I got my first taste of REDBULL a few days back, with my sister and her friend, and it was unlike what I expected. It was sweet! I had thought it would taste like beer! Well, kinda pathetic eh. My first shot of REDBULL at the age of sweet sixteen. Oh well, at least I tried it before I died~

Okay, well, I'm the kind of person who gives people second chances. And I think that people may have been misjudging this particular guy, who had caused us much grief and sorrow. I had just came across his profile on Twitter, and read his tweets, till a particular one stood out. There was a mild inclination that he felt he was being unfairly misunderstood. Even though he did his best to hide it, but I could feel it, the pain that he was being despised. In the beginning, due to the many evidences we had, all of us thought he was the one. And maybe he might have been. But now, it has been months. Most of us has forgotten the story behind that blue jacket, the source of the problem. None of us would think of that fateful day when we wear it. In fact, it keeps us warm ironically. Hence, I feel that we should give him another chance, he might have been scared out of his wits that day. Okay, you might think that I'm being too forgiving (if you know what I'm talking about), but we should let that matter rest, let bygones be bygones. Okay, everyone? Give him another chance~ But what right do I have to tell people not to judge when I do it myself as well?

Now, down to why I'm here. I need to just talk to people who won't judge. My own blog, where it can't react to whatever I say. I feel that so far, my exams have been relatively manageable except for my Amaths. As long as I can pass that, I'm satisfied, I don't need a distinction, just a pass. Please.
But even if I don't get it, or even my desired score, I admit and resign to my fate. As the saying goes, "You reap what you sow." I haven't sowed anything, what can I reap? I haven't been putting in much effort to study, just doing the bare minimal. I just have a black belt in procrastination, I can't motivate myself to spur on. I just can't. Hence, if I get a double digit, I know that it was expected. What right do I have to score better than someone who put in tons more effort than me? None. Hence, I will not blame anyone else but myself if I do not score well.

Haiz, talked too much sentimental stuff today. Tomorrow is my Biology exam, shall study a little now, before having my beauty sleep, and rising earlier tmr to revise more.

Signing off, ~ANGELICDEVIL~