Hi again, I have a feeling I'm gonna spout more nonsense in this entry, but let's see.
I just realised my O'level Chinese Oral would be just 33 days away! And I'm a novice in this aspect. I can't speak fluently, even my friends said it was weird, the way I sounded in chinese. This problem is getting real serious. Can't speak well = low overall chinese marks = low L1R5! I've decided to speak more often in Chinese, hoping it's not too late to salvage my already hopeless chinese speaking skills ><
Oh, I had my Humanities lesson today, but after searching around alittle bit, I still can't find my friendship band. Didn't feel really depressed, but just sad that I lost something sentimental. Life still has to go on right? And I mean, it's JUST a friendship band, I didn't lose my friend or something worse. So let's find the silver lining.
This year is the worst year for me. I'm currently going through 'The Wealthless Games'. Sorry! Just finished poring over 'The Hunger Games' as you all know. The star-crossed Katniss and Peeta are still stuck in my head. I mean, this is the final year where I get to see my batch of secondary school buddies, who knows whether we'll be able meet up in future? Of course. God. But that's besides the point. So I'm wealthless (is there even such a word?) as I've been buying birthday gifts for friends I'm close to. At least once every month. And I've increased my circle of friends every year. You get my point.
Hmm, been thinking of a practical solution to my school's lack of funds flow. Venice was my inspiration. If ancient Venice could forgo their moral values and bribe the pirates, why can't we? My solution was simple. Let companies advertise on our worksheets and exam scripts. You might think it's ridiculous, but Marshall Cavendish can advertise their assessment books and we get the money? The possibilties are endless. Hmm, just a suggestion luhh. Hahah, imagine i write this to SSS! Heyy, maybe I really should to humour them :P
All right, shall stop here. Need to finish up my Emaths homework by tmr. Or else MrsGoh will hunt me down like a prey with a bow and arrow. Shit, the Hunger Games seeped into my brain again! Actually, she won't realise till a day or two days later. I'm sure she will chase me for it on Saturday, Flag Day. Like anyone will bring homework to school. So turns out I didn't really crap much actually, compared to my other posts, heheh.
Seeya people! ^.^
My Quote of the Day : You have a right to feel sad when you have lost something, but be glad it's not something much more valuable : your life.
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Wednesday 25 April 2012
Tuesday 24 April 2012
An undesirable Degel/Anvil? (Angel + Devil)
Hi there! (:
Hmm, my class had our 2.4km run today, and well, I did quite badly for my standards. I would normally be in the top 6 for every PE run, but today, haiz, I was 17th. I guess it was because during PE lessons, people rarely give their best, it's not even the real thing, so why bother? Ironically, those who said I ran fast and that they would pace me, finished earlier then me. What a joke to even think I was fast. I was never fast. With or without stitches.
Today I was insulted by some guy who thinks he's all high and mighty. He was indirectly calling me ugly. I just get so freaking pissed whenever I think of it. Come on! He should look at himself in the mirror first! And. This is not the first time. He called me 'flat-chested' in front of a group of people before. I mean like, Hey, I know right? Did you have to point it out so explicitly in front of others?! Arghhh, evil bastard. :/
But what he said made me lose my self-confidence. I felt so ... undesirable? Nahhh, can't find that word. It's just that I bet whoever (excluding guys of course) is reading this is much much prettier than me.
Which I guess is obvious. I didn't have a nice complexion or big sparkling eyes to start off with.
The only thing that could cheer me up was my 119 photos!! Thanks dad! Now all I have to do is to buy a scrapbook or album to store them! Yeahhh :D
Argh, not again! Wasted my evening and time reading THE HUNGER GAMES. Three reasons. One, the book was just too exhilarating to put down, all the suspense, tension ... gosh! You just want to find out what's next! Two, I borrowed this book from WeiLe, so i'm sure with each passing day, the condition of the book will deteriorate. So i'm determined to return it to her tmr. Three, I lost all motivation to study. Didn't feel like doing anything brain-vexing. So I slacked today. Which obviously isn't good.
I think I better end off here, enjoy the book while it lasts, and SLEEP! Tmr's a content day! Goodnights! ^.^
My Quote of the Day : Never insult someone for the sake of impressing others.
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Hmm, my class had our 2.4km run today, and well, I did quite badly for my standards. I would normally be in the top 6 for every PE run, but today, haiz, I was 17th. I guess it was because during PE lessons, people rarely give their best, it's not even the real thing, so why bother? Ironically, those who said I ran fast and that they would pace me, finished earlier then me. What a joke to even think I was fast. I was never fast. With or without stitches.
Today I was insulted by some guy who thinks he's all high and mighty. He was indirectly calling me ugly. I just get so freaking pissed whenever I think of it. Come on! He should look at himself in the mirror first! And. This is not the first time. He called me 'flat-chested' in front of a group of people before. I mean like, Hey, I know right? Did you have to point it out so explicitly in front of others?! Arghhh, evil bastard. :/
But what he said made me lose my self-confidence. I felt so ... undesirable? Nahhh, can't find that word. It's just that I bet whoever (excluding guys of course) is reading this is much much prettier than me.
Which I guess is obvious. I didn't have a nice complexion or big sparkling eyes to start off with.
The only thing that could cheer me up was my 119 photos!! Thanks dad! Now all I have to do is to buy a scrapbook or album to store them! Yeahhh :D
Argh, not again! Wasted my evening and time reading THE HUNGER GAMES. Three reasons. One, the book was just too exhilarating to put down, all the suspense, tension ... gosh! You just want to find out what's next! Two, I borrowed this book from WeiLe, so i'm sure with each passing day, the condition of the book will deteriorate. So i'm determined to return it to her tmr. Three, I lost all motivation to study. Didn't feel like doing anything brain-vexing. So I slacked today. Which obviously isn't good.
I think I better end off here, enjoy the book while it lasts, and SLEEP! Tmr's a content day! Goodnights! ^.^
My Quote of the Day : Never insult someone for the sake of impressing others.
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Monday 23 April 2012
Bad start for a happy day
It's a brand new week, with a brand new start. And what a day I had. It started out bad, but as time passed, my luck changed for the better.
I got stuck between the MRT train doors in the morning rush hours. To be more precise, my bag was stuck. Strangely enough, I wasn't pissed or mad at the train driver, just embarrassed with all the stares. Besides, I threw the school's image away by saying, "What the hell". Even though it isn't that offensive, but still, I find it shameful.
And I can't believe i'm so careless! I lost my precious friendship band twice! Cause JingWen wanted to see my band, so I brought it to EngLit class, and I forgot to retrieve it from 4D. I only realised it during the next period. I considered going back to search for it but wouldn't it be weird?
Me : *knocks on door*
Teacher : Yes?
Me : Can I look for my friendship band? I lost it here.
4D people : Er ... What? *thinks i'm a psycho*
So yeah. I shall just have to wait till Wednesday. Or a time where I can sneak in to search for it, which most probably means never.
Now, I said the day ended happily. And I have a good cause to cheer about! Remember I wanted to print about 100+ pics? I just counted, I have 119. Which amounts to 119 x $0.25 = $29.75. But now, I can get them for FREE! No, I didn't bribe anybody or steal, just that my dad can help me print them. I don't think I can say much in detail, in case it infringes on his company's policy, just know it's not anything illegal. Well obviously, or I wouldn't be here yakking away.
Oh, remember in my previous post, I said that I thought it was a male cockroach? Well, I was wrong. It was a female. It could fly. Which freaked me out even more. I spent a whole hour trying to kill it. Sorry insect, but as you know, in Singapore, the human species and the insect species almost never mix.
Hmm, reflecting back to today's train incident, there's a sliver lining. It was my bag that got stuck, not my arm. Imagine your arms being squeezed, with a force so great, i'm sure SMRT would have to pay my hospital bills. Hahah.
And. I sincerely hope i'm not on STOMP. The ordeal (?) lasted 3 secs, enough for one to snap a picture, but let's hope nobody reacted that quick.
So shall end here. Seeya! ^.^
My Quote of the Day : We should stop complaining and start contemplating.
~ANGELICDEVIL~
I got stuck between the MRT train doors in the morning rush hours. To be more precise, my bag was stuck. Strangely enough, I wasn't pissed or mad at the train driver, just embarrassed with all the stares. Besides, I threw the school's image away by saying, "What the hell". Even though it isn't that offensive, but still, I find it shameful.
And I can't believe i'm so careless! I lost my precious friendship band twice! Cause JingWen wanted to see my band, so I brought it to EngLit class, and I forgot to retrieve it from 4D. I only realised it during the next period. I considered going back to search for it but wouldn't it be weird?
Me : *knocks on door*
Teacher : Yes?
Me : Can I look for my friendship band? I lost it here.
4D people : Er ... What? *thinks i'm a psycho*
So yeah. I shall just have to wait till Wednesday. Or a time where I can sneak in to search for it, which most probably means never.
Now, I said the day ended happily. And I have a good cause to cheer about! Remember I wanted to print about 100+ pics? I just counted, I have 119. Which amounts to 119 x $0.25 = $29.75. But now, I can get them for FREE! No, I didn't bribe anybody or steal, just that my dad can help me print them. I don't think I can say much in detail, in case it infringes on his company's policy, just know it's not anything illegal. Well obviously, or I wouldn't be here yakking away.
Oh, remember in my previous post, I said that I thought it was a male cockroach? Well, I was wrong. It was a female. It could fly. Which freaked me out even more. I spent a whole hour trying to kill it. Sorry insect, but as you know, in Singapore, the human species and the insect species almost never mix.
Hmm, reflecting back to today's train incident, there's a sliver lining. It was my bag that got stuck, not my arm. Imagine your arms being squeezed, with a force so great, i'm sure SMRT would have to pay my hospital bills. Hahah.
And. I sincerely hope i'm not on STOMP. The ordeal (?) lasted 3 secs, enough for one to snap a picture, but let's hope nobody reacted that quick.
So shall end here. Seeya! ^.^
My Quote of the Day : We should stop complaining and start contemplating.
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Sunday 22 April 2012
Happiness, dejection, shock. All-in-one.
I'm unable to sleep, so here I am again.
Well, my weekends have been rather boring, actually, ALL my weekends are. I can only stay at home and revise. Or do housework. Can't hang out with friends. Well, what can I expect? I have to prove to my parents that I will achieve good results before terms and conditions. And that's why I prefer school, in a way.
Looking back, there were few events in the past week that made me feel ... unwanted. Everytime, when someone close asks me to go out with her or do something together, it's because their first choice isn't free, and they didn't want to do it alone. So they asked me. I know I should feel grateful, that my life wouldn't be so boring and that someone actually thinks about me, but I just feel like a second choice. That people don't think of me first. That i'm a replacement.
Well, let's put those sad stuff aside and lemme find events worth cheering about. Hmm ... Oh, I found my friendship band! You may think that it's just a useless band, but it has special significance. It was my FIRST EVER COMPLETE band! Moreover, I took at least an hour and 15minutes to finish it, so I cannot lose it. Get it now? (:
And. I was ransacking my fridge the other day and guess what I found? My long-forgotten STICKY jar! With at least one-quarter filled, of course. Who likes to see an empty jar?
The thing is, how could I have forgotten I had STICKY? I think i'm the only person whose STICKY can last them for 9months because of my short-term memory. Yeah, I bought it since July. Epic fail right.
All right, gotta force myself to sleep eve- SHIIITTTT! I JUST SAW A FREAKING COCKROACH CRAWL UNDER MY BED!!! YIKES!! How am I gonna sleep now?! I'm so afraid it will crawl onto me and ... EEEWWWW! I can't think about it!!
Sheesh, I shall end here and solve this problem myself. And try to sleep. If the cockroach will promise to be a good boy and not crawl onto me. Don't ask me why I guessed it's a boy. I have worse problems to solve.
Seeya!
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Well, my weekends have been rather boring, actually, ALL my weekends are. I can only stay at home and revise. Or do housework. Can't hang out with friends. Well, what can I expect? I have to prove to my parents that I will achieve good results before terms and conditions. And that's why I prefer school, in a way.
Looking back, there were few events in the past week that made me feel ... unwanted. Everytime, when someone close asks me to go out with her or do something together, it's because their first choice isn't free, and they didn't want to do it alone. So they asked me. I know I should feel grateful, that my life wouldn't be so boring and that someone actually thinks about me, but I just feel like a second choice. That people don't think of me first. That i'm a replacement.
Well, let's put those sad stuff aside and lemme find events worth cheering about. Hmm ... Oh, I found my friendship band! You may think that it's just a useless band, but it has special significance. It was my FIRST EVER COMPLETE band! Moreover, I took at least an hour and 15minutes to finish it, so I cannot lose it. Get it now? (:
And. I was ransacking my fridge the other day and guess what I found? My long-forgotten STICKY jar! With at least one-quarter filled, of course. Who likes to see an empty jar?
The thing is, how could I have forgotten I had STICKY? I think i'm the only person whose STICKY can last them for 9months because of my short-term memory. Yeah, I bought it since July. Epic fail right.
All right, gotta force myself to sleep eve- SHIIITTTT! I JUST SAW A FREAKING COCKROACH CRAWL UNDER MY BED!!! YIKES!! How am I gonna sleep now?! I'm so afraid it will crawl onto me and ... EEEWWWW! I can't think about it!!
Sheesh, I shall end here and solve this problem myself. And try to sleep. If the cockroach will promise to be a good boy and not crawl onto me. Don't ask me why I guessed it's a boy. I have worse problems to solve.
Seeya!
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Friday 20 April 2012
Memories ...
Could use the comp so here I am. Remember I said I would post some pics? Well, there're below (:
It's just so chio right? I wanted the light blue barrel, but MrsLynnGoh will nag at me for using light blue ink. So yeah.
These are just some of the pics that I've printed for keepsakes. Gonna buy an album to slot them! Will spam print more next week, maybe 100++. God only knows where I'm gonna get the money.
Shall end off here for now! Seeya!
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Shall end off here for now! Seeya!
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Childhood Nostalgia
Heyyy, hi people, don't ask me why am I back here like less than 12hours. All I know is I felt a sudden urge to blog, going crazy soon.
Actually I think I've found a way to update almost everyday, but let's see whether it will work.
Was ransacking through my old stuff that I've kept since Primary school. Actually, it's because i'm kinda like a karang guni, keeping old stuff and not bearing to throw them away hahah. Anyways, I came across my spiderweb-filled journal, and realised how I've grown in my thoughts. Lemme read to you one of my many entries.
"I found a crab spider near my small fountain. It had spinned a web. I thought it would be fun to blow at the web. So I blew at it till the web drop. But the spider did not drown. It spinned another web. But this time it spin a straight web. I thought it was odd. After a few min, when I went to find the spider, it was missing. My sister helped me find it. The spider had drowned. My sister scolded me for blowing at the web. I felt pitful for the crab spider. I wish more spiders will come and help my family to eat the flies."
So childlike thoughts! I realised how adorable my thinking was, and it was evident in my last sentence, heheh.
Another entry. "When I got back my exam results, I was shocked. My Eng scored 41.5/48. My Maths, 93/100. My Chinese, 45/50. My Sci, 47.5/50. But my overall English results were 85/100!!! I just passed!! But I was glad to get band 1. But I was also sad to have got 90 marks and below. My parents were angry and sad. They said I will not be in the top 3. But I must try to be in the top 3 at least." This entry shows how I tried to live up to my parents' expectations. And it shows how competitive I was.
Reading through all my entries, I recalled my childhood, mostly guarded by the cane I was so afraid of, and with no life. All I did was study, study AND STUDY. But I still turned out to be ... stupid? Okay okay, lemme use 'not smart'. If not I would know how to cycle and swim now. Haiz.
If only I can do as well now like what I did in Primary school, it would be so much better. Double haiz.
I shall stop pouring out my woes and stop sighing. I must remain optimistic. I still have O'levels to prove myself wrong! Okays, seeya! ^~^
Quote : What's the use of knowledge when you don't have the basic survival skills? ~ANGELICDEVIL~
Actually I think I've found a way to update almost everyday, but let's see whether it will work.
Was ransacking through my old stuff that I've kept since Primary school. Actually, it's because i'm kinda like a karang guni, keeping old stuff and not bearing to throw them away hahah. Anyways, I came across my spiderweb-filled journal, and realised how I've grown in my thoughts. Lemme read to you one of my many entries.
"I found a crab spider near my small fountain. It had spinned a web. I thought it would be fun to blow at the web. So I blew at it till the web drop. But the spider did not drown. It spinned another web. But this time it spin a straight web. I thought it was odd. After a few min, when I went to find the spider, it was missing. My sister helped me find it. The spider had drowned. My sister scolded me for blowing at the web. I felt pitful for the crab spider. I wish more spiders will come and help my family to eat the flies."
So childlike thoughts! I realised how adorable my thinking was, and it was evident in my last sentence, heheh.
Another entry. "When I got back my exam results, I was shocked. My Eng scored 41.5/48. My Maths, 93/100. My Chinese, 45/50. My Sci, 47.5/50. But my overall English results were 85/100!!! I just passed!! But I was glad to get band 1. But I was also sad to have got 90 marks and below. My parents were angry and sad. They said I will not be in the top 3. But I must try to be in the top 3 at least." This entry shows how I tried to live up to my parents' expectations. And it shows how competitive I was.
Reading through all my entries, I recalled my childhood, mostly guarded by the cane I was so afraid of, and with no life. All I did was study, study AND STUDY. But I still turned out to be ... stupid? Okay okay, lemme use 'not smart'. If not I would know how to cycle and swim now. Haiz.
If only I can do as well now like what I did in Primary school, it would be so much better. Double haiz.
I shall stop pouring out my woes and stop sighing. I must remain optimistic. I still have O'levels to prove myself wrong! Okays, seeya! ^~^
Quote : What's the use of knowledge when you don't have the basic survival skills? ~ANGELICDEVIL~
Can time change people?
All right, i'm back after like 2weeks? I wanna update as frequently as I can, but as some of you all know, I'm kinda restricted. But i'll do my best. So I have a couple of things to say, I mean after 2weeks, who wouldn't? I'm updating using my phone, so pardon my spelling mistakes yeah.
Where do I start? Hmmm ... Okay. Well, the past 2 weeks my class had a serious theft case and we roughly know who it is. But we didn't expose him directly. And to cut a long story short, the money was returned in the end. To the thief I have a few things to say, if you are reading this, that is. I hope you will not steal again and that you have learnt your lesson. Now you know what are the consequences. But the thing is, whenever we wear our class jacket in future, we will be reminded of this incident. It was supposed to be just pure, innocent, happy memories of our class, but you just had to destroy them. Haiz.
Today I kinda exploded in class. Whenever MissAngeliaWong start to talk, the guys start yakking away at THE TOP OF THEIR VOICES. And I mean at least 6 AT THE SAME TIME. You know how noisy it is?! So I raised my voice at them, hahah. FIRST TIME in 2years. I shocked myself too. But don't worry, after a while, I regained my happy-go-lucky personality, teehee.
Someone just made me so disappointed today. I was supposed to celebrate his birthday, thinking with a heart-to-heart sibling talk. But he decided his friends were more important. I didn't even know he was gonna bring his friends along. We walked till KTPH, then they ran to the foodcourt. Leaving me behind walking like a loner. There and then, I decided that if he didn't care that I was awkward, I would have to stand up for myself. So I went back to CCHY, packed up and left with someone who knew of my presence, and at the same time, kept my dignity.
All right, sad things aside. The happy stuff are coming up! Well, I left school today with Mirian and we went to print 4R pics of memorable events with all our friends. We wanted to place them in an album so we could remember our secondary school life and wonderful friends in the future, it's more meaningful too.
Oh, I bought a polka dot uniball SIGNO 0.38! It's like so chio! If I can post what it looks like, I will. My phone can't seem to post. It was love at first sight! Hahah! <3
Shit. Just realised I've written a freaking essay. And I still have stuff to say. Argh. To those who actually read through the whole post, I applaud you. And THANK YOU :D
My Quote of the Day : Existence is being non-existent when others need you the most. ~ANGELICDEVIL~
Where do I start? Hmmm ... Okay. Well, the past 2 weeks my class had a serious theft case and we roughly know who it is. But we didn't expose him directly. And to cut a long story short, the money was returned in the end. To the thief I have a few things to say, if you are reading this, that is. I hope you will not steal again and that you have learnt your lesson. Now you know what are the consequences. But the thing is, whenever we wear our class jacket in future, we will be reminded of this incident. It was supposed to be just pure, innocent, happy memories of our class, but you just had to destroy them. Haiz.
Today I kinda exploded in class. Whenever MissAngeliaWong start to talk, the guys start yakking away at THE TOP OF THEIR VOICES. And I mean at least 6 AT THE SAME TIME. You know how noisy it is?! So I raised my voice at them, hahah. FIRST TIME in 2years. I shocked myself too. But don't worry, after a while, I regained my happy-go-lucky personality, teehee.
Someone just made me so disappointed today. I was supposed to celebrate his birthday, thinking with a heart-to-heart sibling talk. But he decided his friends were more important. I didn't even know he was gonna bring his friends along. We walked till KTPH, then they ran to the foodcourt. Leaving me behind walking like a loner. There and then, I decided that if he didn't care that I was awkward, I would have to stand up for myself. So I went back to CCHY, packed up and left with someone who knew of my presence, and at the same time, kept my dignity.
All right, sad things aside. The happy stuff are coming up! Well, I left school today with Mirian and we went to print 4R pics of memorable events with all our friends. We wanted to place them in an album so we could remember our secondary school life and wonderful friends in the future, it's more meaningful too.
Oh, I bought a polka dot uniball SIGNO 0.38! It's like so chio! If I can post what it looks like, I will. My phone can't seem to post. It was love at first sight! Hahah! <3
Shit. Just realised I've written a freaking essay. And I still have stuff to say. Argh. To those who actually read through the whole post, I applaud you. And THANK YOU :D
My Quote of the Day : Existence is being non-existent when others need you the most. ~ANGELICDEVIL~
Sunday 8 April 2012
Wondering around ...
Well, it's been a long time since I've blogged and frankly speaking, I think my blog looks weird >< Anyways, hello people! ^.^ I don't think I'll have much traffic here, cause i rarely blogged in the past, but that's good too, in some sense. I won't be updating often, can't use the computer much, sadly ): So here's my first post, short and sweet! :D
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