I don't know why I've been feeling sentimental these past week. Whenever I quarrel or argue with my parents or best friend, I would start breaking down in the quiet of my room. I wasn't like this. I used to be really strong. Nothing could make me tear easily. But now, I do not just shed one or a few tears, but cry with scarring tears leaving a trail in their path. I do not understand why all the emotional thoughts. Perhaps the wall I have bulit around me has collapsed, leaving me vulnerable? Or was it time for me to release my pent-up sorrow and grief?
The lesson I've learnt is that I should find a pillar of support soon. Someone who knows and understands my feelings thoroughly. But it seems impossible.
I'm always the lone person in an odd-numbered group. I'm mostly invisible until I find a way to get their attention, and even then, I'm only 15% successful. I may be too soft-spoken I guess. Or are others easily distracted?
In any case, I just hope I wouldn't be so vulnerable to silly matters of the heart. I wouldn't want to waste time crying.
~MLLEMERCURIAL~
Friday 30 November 2012
Sunday 18 November 2012
What if it all turns out to be a dream?
Hi, this shall be a rather sentimental post. I had a dream, a happy dream. I dreamt of this guy A (whom I shall not name) professing his love for me.
The dream goes like this ...
I was heading for dinner. But I had no idea why it was with many random people. Maids, teachers and many other of my school's students. The weirdest thing was it was held at a large house. So, my seat at the dinner table was leaning against another chair (we had to sit separate tables due to the lack of space). Guy A, who behind me kept moving his chair against mine, which was annoying. I could take it no longer and I stood up to walk away. Little did I know, Guy A ran after me. He gently held my arm and asked, "Why are you running away?" Obviously I replied saying that he was irritating me. Then he said, "But I was confessing to you." I don't see how that was confessing but anyways.
I shook his hand away, for I was shocked. I walked to the nearest bedroom and sat on one bed, he sat on the opposite one. And he said, "Would you go steady with me?"
And truthly, in my dream, I think I felt a certain attraction towards him. When he said that, the butterflies in my stomach fluttered and my heart skipped a beat. But I changed the topics as I wasn't certain of my feelings towards him. Till he said, "I ignored what others said."
And his hand gently stroked my cheek, my neck and my head, caringly, not possessively, which was what I yearned. He even said that he was working. And the implication of that was that he could support me. Which was mature thinking and planning for the future.
Seeing his face longingly looking at me, I felt an overwhelming sense to be Guy A's mental support. I had wondered how his hair would look like in another hairstyle, hence I ruffled his hair. He didn't shove my hand away, which was a good start. Seeing him with a hint of a smile, I hugged him for I had decided to accept his proposal.
He reciprocated.
Pulling away, he had tears in his black, almond-shaped eyes. Upon asking why he cried, he answered, "Because you were mad at me earlier."
See what I mean about Guy A? He is sweet, cares about my feelings and so on. I don't know why we students had to help out at this pasar malam, so I kissed him on the cheek, saying "You know what this implies?" In reply, he grinned his biggest ever smile.
The rest is not really relevant. We just had to do some labour work and I woke up, while falling from a chair at the last instant.
I don't know how long we lasted, or whether Guy A decided to break up with me for I'm too clumsy. But what I do know, was that I hoped the dream was real. The feelings I had in the dream was so real-like and genuine. If only Guy A was like this in reality, sentimental and caring. Because the Guy A I know isn't like that, or maybe I haven't known him well enough.
I almost teared when I woke up and realised it was all just a stupid, bloody dream.
Shall end off here. If this dream continues, I'll keep you all posted. Till then, seeya all! ^^
~MLLEMERCURIAL~
The dream goes like this ...
I was heading for dinner. But I had no idea why it was with many random people. Maids, teachers and many other of my school's students. The weirdest thing was it was held at a large house. So, my seat at the dinner table was leaning against another chair (we had to sit separate tables due to the lack of space). Guy A, who behind me kept moving his chair against mine, which was annoying. I could take it no longer and I stood up to walk away. Little did I know, Guy A ran after me. He gently held my arm and asked, "Why are you running away?" Obviously I replied saying that he was irritating me. Then he said, "But I was confessing to you." I don't see how that was confessing but anyways.
I shook his hand away, for I was shocked. I walked to the nearest bedroom and sat on one bed, he sat on the opposite one. And he said, "Would you go steady with me?"
And truthly, in my dream, I think I felt a certain attraction towards him. When he said that, the butterflies in my stomach fluttered and my heart skipped a beat. But I changed the topics as I wasn't certain of my feelings towards him. Till he said, "I ignored what others said."
And his hand gently stroked my cheek, my neck and my head, caringly, not possessively, which was what I yearned. He even said that he was working. And the implication of that was that he could support me. Which was mature thinking and planning for the future.
Seeing his face longingly looking at me, I felt an overwhelming sense to be Guy A's mental support. I had wondered how his hair would look like in another hairstyle, hence I ruffled his hair. He didn't shove my hand away, which was a good start. Seeing him with a hint of a smile, I hugged him for I had decided to accept his proposal.
He reciprocated.
Pulling away, he had tears in his black, almond-shaped eyes. Upon asking why he cried, he answered, "Because you were mad at me earlier."
See what I mean about Guy A? He is sweet, cares about my feelings and so on. I don't know why we students had to help out at this pasar malam, so I kissed him on the cheek, saying "You know what this implies?" In reply, he grinned his biggest ever smile.
The rest is not really relevant. We just had to do some labour work and I woke up, while falling from a chair at the last instant.
I don't know how long we lasted, or whether Guy A decided to break up with me for I'm too clumsy. But what I do know, was that I hoped the dream was real. The feelings I had in the dream was so real-like and genuine. If only Guy A was like this in reality, sentimental and caring. Because the Guy A I know isn't like that, or maybe I haven't known him well enough.
I almost teared when I woke up and realised it was all just a stupid, bloody dream.
Shall end off here. If this dream continues, I'll keep you all posted. Till then, seeya all! ^^
~MLLEMERCURIAL~
Tuesday 30 October 2012
What right do I have?
Hello! Been a while eh?
Well, don't ask me why I'm here blogging instead of studying for my National exams, as well, I ... I'll tell you later.
Hmm, I got my first taste of REDBULL a few days back, with my sister and her friend, and it was unlike what I expected. It was sweet! I had thought it would taste like beer! Well, kinda pathetic eh. My first shot of REDBULL at the age of sweet sixteen. Oh well, at least I tried it before I died~
Okay, well, I'm the kind of person who gives people second chances. And I think that people may have been misjudging this particular guy, who had caused us much grief and sorrow. I had just came across his profile on Twitter, and read his tweets, till a particular one stood out. There was a mild inclination that he felt he was being unfairly misunderstood. Even though he did his best to hide it, but I could feel it, the pain that he was being despised. In the beginning, due to the many evidences we had, all of us thought he was the one. And maybe he might have been. But now, it has been months. Most of us has forgotten the story behind that blue jacket, the source of the problem. None of us would think of that fateful day when we wear it. In fact, it keeps us warm ironically. Hence, I feel that we should give him another chance, he might have been scared out of his wits that day. Okay, you might think that I'm being too forgiving (if you know what I'm talking about), but we should let that matter rest, let bygones be bygones. Okay, everyone? Give him another chance~ But what right do I have to tell people not to judge when I do it myself as well?
Now, down to why I'm here. I need to just talk to people who won't judge. My own blog, where it can't react to whatever I say. I feel that so far, my exams have been relatively manageable except for my Amaths. As long as I can pass that, I'm satisfied, I don't need a distinction, just a pass. Please.
But even if I don't get it, or even my desired score, I admit and resign to my fate. As the saying goes, "You reap what you sow." I haven't sowed anything, what can I reap? I haven't been putting in much effort to study, just doing the bare minimal. I just have a black belt in procrastination, I can't motivate myself to spur on. I just can't. Hence, if I get a double digit, I know that it was expected. What right do I have to score better than someone who put in tons more effort than me? None. Hence, I will not blame anyone else but myself if I do not score well.
Haiz, talked too much sentimental stuff today. Tomorrow is my Biology exam, shall study a little now, before having my beauty sleep, and rising earlier tmr to revise more.
Signing off, ~ANGELICDEVIL~
Well, don't ask me why I'm here blogging instead of studying for my National exams, as well, I ... I'll tell you later.
Hmm, I got my first taste of REDBULL a few days back, with my sister and her friend, and it was unlike what I expected. It was sweet! I had thought it would taste like beer! Well, kinda pathetic eh. My first shot of REDBULL at the age of sweet sixteen. Oh well, at least I tried it before I died~
Okay, well, I'm the kind of person who gives people second chances. And I think that people may have been misjudging this particular guy, who had caused us much grief and sorrow. I had just came across his profile on Twitter, and read his tweets, till a particular one stood out. There was a mild inclination that he felt he was being unfairly misunderstood. Even though he did his best to hide it, but I could feel it, the pain that he was being despised. In the beginning, due to the many evidences we had, all of us thought he was the one. And maybe he might have been. But now, it has been months. Most of us has forgotten the story behind that blue jacket, the source of the problem. None of us would think of that fateful day when we wear it. In fact, it keeps us warm ironically. Hence, I feel that we should give him another chance, he might have been scared out of his wits that day. Okay, you might think that I'm being too forgiving (if you know what I'm talking about), but we should let that matter rest, let bygones be bygones. Okay, everyone? Give him another chance~ But what right do I have to tell people not to judge when I do it myself as well?
Now, down to why I'm here. I need to just talk to people who won't judge. My own blog, where it can't react to whatever I say. I feel that so far, my exams have been relatively manageable except for my Amaths. As long as I can pass that, I'm satisfied, I don't need a distinction, just a pass. Please.
But even if I don't get it, or even my desired score, I admit and resign to my fate. As the saying goes, "You reap what you sow." I haven't sowed anything, what can I reap? I haven't been putting in much effort to study, just doing the bare minimal. I just have a black belt in procrastination, I can't motivate myself to spur on. I just can't. Hence, if I get a double digit, I know that it was expected. What right do I have to score better than someone who put in tons more effort than me? None. Hence, I will not blame anyone else but myself if I do not score well.
Haiz, talked too much sentimental stuff today. Tomorrow is my Biology exam, shall study a little now, before having my beauty sleep, and rising earlier tmr to revise more.
Signing off, ~ANGELICDEVIL~
Tuesday 9 October 2012
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~
Hello people! Back after a long- wait. It's LOOOOONNNNNGGGGG break. Hahaha.
Okays, shall give you all a little recap over what has happened to me, nothing serious of course, or I wouldn't be here. Heheh.
Firstly, my Prelim 2 results. I think I got like 24 for my L1R5, and 14 for my L1R4. Hmm, how can that be possible, you might be thinking, such a huge difference?! Yeah, neither I know why, but since the system (supposingly it's reliable) counted it for me, i'm hoping it's true, so at least I'm just 4points away from my desired course in Ngee Ann Poly. Then I'll prove to everyone I'm not the dumb girl that I am. YES I WILL.
Secondly, I'M NOW SO-CALLED OBSESSED WITH YTF, OR RATHER, RYANHIGA!!! <3 He is just plain awesome and dashing in all his videos! I anticipate more of his new videos, and I re-watch his videos, I think countless times! I ADORE HIM ALOT!!! <3 Thirdly, I'll update my idol fanbase HAHAHA. Shall tell you all now and maybe add some pictures in my next post (which might be centuries later) kay? ORIGINAL : Kim Jonghyun, Jung Yonghwa, Chris Hemsworth and Kim Taeyeon. NOW : All the above plus Jung iLwoo, RyanHiga, Jesseca Liu and Hayden Panettiere! If you Google them, you'll see that I have taste in both females and hunks HAHAH! Cause they're all so pretty and handsome~ HAHAHA! Okay ... Now's not the time to be fangirling ><
Lastly, if you all don't know, IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY! Well, I'm supposed to be happy today, but it seems like any other ordinary day. Why? Cause the atmosphere just isn't there. It just doesn't seem like a special occasion. And frankly speaking, I'm kinda disappointed. Friends whom I thought would remember, didn't bother to wish me at least. Friends whom I've spent so much time and effort on, well, didn't seem to me like they'll put in the same effort in future. Ohwell.
But my friends (Zihui, Mirian, Alvin, Jarel, Rusyaidi) did surprise me with a chocolate cake and a birthday song! Although we couldn't finish it and I gave it to the bookshop aunties, but THANKYOU STILL~
And I've gotten some nice and lovely presents this time round! I got a polka dotted blue small bagpack, a beautiful dress and Famous Amos cookies by my sisters, SHIYA, VENESSA AND KIMBERLEY respectively!!!~
Also, my real sister gave me three novels and a $10 voucher from Kinokuniya! My youngest sister gave me a hairtie ribbon too~
JIAYI, gave me a cute notebook with an equally adorable giraffe correction tape!
SO THANK YOU PEOPLE FOR YOUR WONDERFUL PRESENTS! LOVE THEM ALOT! ^~^
Kay, this shall be dedicated to my mum. Even though she wasn't around as she went for a course, she didn't forget the yearly routine of giving a red packet to the birthday child. She tasked my dad to pass it to me, and when I retrieved from his hand, it was thick. Like extraordinary thicker. I thought it was filled with many $2 notes, as I knew my parents could not afford much, but I was wrong! The red packet contained 5 $10 notes, totalling to $50!!! Well I expected just $16, as my parents only give us red packets according to our ages, so this was beyond my wildest dreams!!! SO THANKYOU BOTH MUMMY AND DADDY~!!!
Hahah, actually looking back, my day went past quite smoothly and happily, considering the fact that people still owe me pressies~ hehehe :P
So I shall take a pic next time to show you guys what I've got~
Phew. What a long post. My fingers are numb from typing this through my phone while my eyelids are drooping. I'm yawning as well. Have I made you guys yawn yet? HAHAHA.
Allright! It's been a long day eh? THANKYOU for reading this lengthy post and have a good night! :D
Signing off, ~ANGELICDEVIL~
Okays, shall give you all a little recap over what has happened to me, nothing serious of course, or I wouldn't be here. Heheh.
Firstly, my Prelim 2 results. I think I got like 24 for my L1R5, and 14 for my L1R4. Hmm, how can that be possible, you might be thinking, such a huge difference?! Yeah, neither I know why, but since the system (supposingly it's reliable) counted it for me, i'm hoping it's true, so at least I'm just 4points away from my desired course in Ngee Ann Poly. Then I'll prove to everyone I'm not the dumb girl that I am. YES I WILL.
Secondly, I'M NOW SO-CALLED OBSESSED WITH YTF, OR RATHER, RYANHIGA!!! <3 He is just plain awesome and dashing in all his videos! I anticipate more of his new videos, and I re-watch his videos, I think countless times! I ADORE HIM ALOT!!! <3 Thirdly, I'll update my idol fanbase HAHAHA. Shall tell you all now and maybe add some pictures in my next post (which might be centuries later) kay? ORIGINAL : Kim Jonghyun, Jung Yonghwa, Chris Hemsworth and Kim Taeyeon. NOW : All the above plus Jung iLwoo, RyanHiga, Jesseca Liu and Hayden Panettiere! If you Google them, you'll see that I have taste in both females and hunks HAHAH! Cause they're all so pretty and handsome~ HAHAHA! Okay ... Now's not the time to be fangirling ><
Lastly, if you all don't know, IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY! Well, I'm supposed to be happy today, but it seems like any other ordinary day. Why? Cause the atmosphere just isn't there. It just doesn't seem like a special occasion. And frankly speaking, I'm kinda disappointed. Friends whom I thought would remember, didn't bother to wish me at least. Friends whom I've spent so much time and effort on, well, didn't seem to me like they'll put in the same effort in future. Ohwell.
But my friends (Zihui, Mirian, Alvin, Jarel, Rusyaidi) did surprise me with a chocolate cake and a birthday song! Although we couldn't finish it and I gave it to the bookshop aunties, but THANKYOU STILL~
And I've gotten some nice and lovely presents this time round! I got a polka dotted blue small bagpack, a beautiful dress and Famous Amos cookies by my sisters, SHIYA, VENESSA AND KIMBERLEY respectively!!!~
Also, my real sister gave me three novels and a $10 voucher from Kinokuniya! My youngest sister gave me a hairtie ribbon too~
JIAYI, gave me a cute notebook with an equally adorable giraffe correction tape!
SO THANK YOU PEOPLE FOR YOUR WONDERFUL PRESENTS! LOVE THEM ALOT! ^~^
Kay, this shall be dedicated to my mum. Even though she wasn't around as she went for a course, she didn't forget the yearly routine of giving a red packet to the birthday child. She tasked my dad to pass it to me, and when I retrieved from his hand, it was thick. Like extraordinary thicker. I thought it was filled with many $2 notes, as I knew my parents could not afford much, but I was wrong! The red packet contained 5 $10 notes, totalling to $50!!! Well I expected just $16, as my parents only give us red packets according to our ages, so this was beyond my wildest dreams!!! SO THANKYOU BOTH MUMMY AND DADDY~!!!
Hahah, actually looking back, my day went past quite smoothly and happily, considering the fact that people still owe me pressies~ hehehe :P
So I shall take a pic next time to show you guys what I've got~
Phew. What a long post. My fingers are numb from typing this through my phone while my eyelids are drooping. I'm yawning as well. Have I made you guys yawn yet? HAHAHA.
Allright! It's been a long day eh? THANKYOU for reading this lengthy post and have a good night! :D
Signing off, ~ANGELICDEVIL~
Saturday 18 August 2012
Fell from cloud nine.
Back again.
Well, I got back by O'level Mother Tongue (MT) and Direct Poly Admission (DPA) results yesterday and I was happy yet ... miserable.
I attained a B3, with a Distinction for my Oral for MT. I had expected a B3 for my Mother Tongue written exams, for my Chinese isn't that awesome in the first place. So I just predicted a B3, which came true. An A would be an added bonus for me. But getting a distinction was JUST AMAZING! I HAD NEVER EXPECTED TO GET A DISTINCTION! In fact, I was afraid I would even fail it! So it was PURE JOY AND ASTONISHMENT to me! (:
However, the worst was to come. At 2pm, I logged onto the DPA Portal to retrieve my results, and reality hit me. I wasn't accepted into my desired course. I fell from cloud nine. That day, I just kept thinking of how my life would change if I was accepted. Being accepted, I need not have to work so hard to get all As for my subjects as well, the criteria would be much more lenient. Now, as the cut off point is a 10, I am so gonna die, trying to get excellent results! Or else, I couldn't get into my favourite course. Even till now, I keep questioning myself where did I go wrong during the interview. Why couldn't I meet their pre-requisities?! Haiz. )):
So yeah. Oh, my English exam went smoothly I guess. I had no hiccups, and finished Section One of my compo in like 30mins? I was literally rushing to complete it, lest I had a lack of time. But I bet my storyline is so unrealistic.
The question was , " Write about a time where you were treated unfairly but it turned out to be a blessing in disguise." And you know what I wrote?
Student councillors in my school were going on a trip to New York --> the coaches had no seat for me --> I cabbed to the airport --> missed the plane --> terrorists hijacked the plane --> plane crashed into the North Tower --> everyone on board died --> except me. hehehe.
Isn't it like WHATTT?! Actually, I wanted to link the essay to 9/11, but unfortunately, after I handed up my scripts did I realise I had totally missed that part out. Oh well.
So, shall end here. Need rush over to granny's house. Seeya all! ^~^
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Well, I got back by O'level Mother Tongue (MT) and Direct Poly Admission (DPA) results yesterday and I was happy yet ... miserable.
I attained a B3, with a Distinction for my Oral for MT. I had expected a B3 for my Mother Tongue written exams, for my Chinese isn't that awesome in the first place. So I just predicted a B3, which came true. An A would be an added bonus for me. But getting a distinction was JUST AMAZING! I HAD NEVER EXPECTED TO GET A DISTINCTION! In fact, I was afraid I would even fail it! So it was PURE JOY AND ASTONISHMENT to me! (:
However, the worst was to come. At 2pm, I logged onto the DPA Portal to retrieve my results, and reality hit me. I wasn't accepted into my desired course. I fell from cloud nine. That day, I just kept thinking of how my life would change if I was accepted. Being accepted, I need not have to work so hard to get all As for my subjects as well, the criteria would be much more lenient. Now, as the cut off point is a 10, I am so gonna die, trying to get excellent results! Or else, I couldn't get into my favourite course. Even till now, I keep questioning myself where did I go wrong during the interview. Why couldn't I meet their pre-requisities?! Haiz. )):
So yeah. Oh, my English exam went smoothly I guess. I had no hiccups, and finished Section One of my compo in like 30mins? I was literally rushing to complete it, lest I had a lack of time. But I bet my storyline is so unrealistic.
The question was , " Write about a time where you were treated unfairly but it turned out to be a blessing in disguise." And you know what I wrote?
Student councillors in my school were going on a trip to New York --> the coaches had no seat for me --> I cabbed to the airport --> missed the plane --> terrorists hijacked the plane --> plane crashed into the North Tower --> everyone on board died --> except me. hehehe.
Isn't it like WHATTT?! Actually, I wanted to link the essay to 9/11, but unfortunately, after I handed up my scripts did I realise I had totally missed that part out. Oh well.
So, shall end here. Need rush over to granny's house. Seeya all! ^~^
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Wednesday 15 August 2012
Pre-exam jitters ...
Am back! Haven't been blogging in ages!! OMG. It may be because I'm busy right now, in the midst of preparing for my upcoming Prelims! I mean, which Secondary Four student isn't?
Okay, tomorrow is my official English Oral exam! I find that I'm quite confident in my Reading and my Picture Discussion should be not too bad, but my Conversation really gives me the jitters!! I can't even manage a decent speech, and you want me to talk NON-STOP for FIVE MINUTES?! I can just die, or rather, anyone not confident can die too ><
I'm hoping to score 10/12 for my Passage, 9/12 for my Picture, and 11/16 for my Conversation. This would give me an A1 just nice on the dot. Let's hope my Guardian Angel(s) is/are especially looking out for me tomorrow and pouring down on me good vocabulary that I can use in my Oral (:
So, my Prelims are coming up too! But the funny thing is that I don't feel stressed until I reach the exam venue, which is like, too late eh? Well, I get scared, I panic and break out in cold sweat too, but somehow, all these are not motivating me. And not making me work harder! Even now as I'm typing this, I don't feel stressed to practice my Oral or revise more, even though I'm afraid of what I would score.
Oh, by the way, I'm aiming for an A2 in all of my subjects for Prelims 2! Yes, I know it's a far cry from what I'm scoring now (I got 26 for my L1R5, 18 for LiR4),
but heyy, no harm in trying and being optimistic right? It might even spur me to do better! :D
All right, shall end here now. Need to start completing my homework and assignments on time to start the ball rolling. It's never too late for anything. Well, unless you're dead. CHOYY!
So shall be back maybe in a week? Sayonara! ^~^
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Okay, tomorrow is my official English Oral exam! I find that I'm quite confident in my Reading and my Picture Discussion should be not too bad, but my Conversation really gives me the jitters!! I can't even manage a decent speech, and you want me to talk NON-STOP for FIVE MINUTES?! I can just die, or rather, anyone not confident can die too ><
I'm hoping to score 10/12 for my Passage, 9/12 for my Picture, and 11/16 for my Conversation. This would give me an A1 just nice on the dot. Let's hope my Guardian Angel(s) is/are especially looking out for me tomorrow and pouring down on me good vocabulary that I can use in my Oral (:
So, my Prelims are coming up too! But the funny thing is that I don't feel stressed until I reach the exam venue, which is like, too late eh? Well, I get scared, I panic and break out in cold sweat too, but somehow, all these are not motivating me. And not making me work harder! Even now as I'm typing this, I don't feel stressed to practice my Oral or revise more, even though I'm afraid of what I would score.
Oh, by the way, I'm aiming for an A2 in all of my subjects for Prelims 2! Yes, I know it's a far cry from what I'm scoring now (I got 26 for my L1R5, 18 for LiR4),
but heyy, no harm in trying and being optimistic right? It might even spur me to do better! :D
All right, shall end here now. Need to start completing my homework and assignments on time to start the ball rolling. It's never too late for anything. Well, unless you're dead. CHOYY!
So shall be back maybe in a week? Sayonara! ^~^
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Friday 15 June 2012
Wonderful memories ...
Hiiii, back again (:
Been a pretty long week for me, which equals to a longer post this time around!
Well, let's start with the only sad thing worth mentioning. Hmm, I got 27 for my L1R5, how the hell am I gonna get into Poly? I gave up on JC, I know I can't handle the stress there, but if i can't even enter Poly, I can only go to ITE. I'm not saying ITE isn't good (afew note-worthy people came from there), but I don't wanna waste my 2years in ITE, if I can head to Poly straight. Sadly, instead of encouraging me, my parents and my silbings did the reverse. My dad said I had better check out what ITE has to offer, my mum told me to go to ITE if I can't enter a good course in Poly, my silbings mocked me and said ITE = IS THE END. Haiz. I can only count on myself and my friends to tide me over this stressful period. You know, if I ever get a 6 for my L1R5, I would not give much credit to my parents ... after all, I was the one who helped myself, what they said, what they did, didn't even motivate me at all.
Now ... for the good events that happened in the past week.
I attended my CHINESE ORCHESTRA PASS OUT PARADE (CO POP) held for the graduating batch. As I wasn't really close to many people, I was easily forgotten most of the time and I wasn't expecting much for this POP. However, this time, they made an effort to include me in the tribute video and the role-play. Which were the two main highlights of the POP. My astonsishment lasted till I reached home. It was really a shock to me. During dinner, my section bought a cake and we took some pictures as well. I received a box of FERRERO ROCHER, some sweets and a card from my juniors as my present. YEAH! THANK YOU JUNIORS for making this POP so memorable to me!! :D
On the 7th of June, I topped my EMATHS TEST FOR THE FIRST TIME IN SECONDARY SCHOOL, 37/45!!! I was so bewildered and ecstatic, nothing could make me unhappy for that whole day! Well, this could prove to my parents that I still had a chance to do well for my O'levels, but I resisted myself from bragging to them. Firstly, even if I told them, they would just nod their heads and not encourage me further. It would still be up to me. Now, they care more for my sister, who's been doing well in her studies. I think they kinda gave up hope on me. Oh well, it's better, I have less stress from them. Secondly, till now, they think I'm dumb. Maybe if I do not drop any hints that I'm improving, I may be able to stun them with my brilliant O'level results I've attained (YES, I'm still being optimistic, and hoping I can get at least a 10). Hah, imagine the look on their faces! Thirdly, the test was on COORDINATE GEOMETRY, my FAVOURITE TOPIC in E & AMATHS, so I didn't want to think too much about it. I mean, since it's my favourite topic, there's no excuse for scoring badly. It's the same as telling my parents I came in first for an Ice-cream eating competition. LOL, HAHAH, yes, I LOVE ICE-CREAM!!!
Was clearing my mini cupboard of rubbish, (my study table is just too untidy!) and I found this minute stone that brings lots of memories at NEPAL. I went there last year in November with other student leaders. I pocketed this stone after we had a fun time throwing stones into the sea, and for remembrance, I picked this stone up. It may be small, but it can bring back those wonderful and unhappy memories. Though most of them were memories that I wish I could store them in my head forever. Haiz. *start remincising*
My mum bought a book stand for me from online, I think it's via GMARKET (they changed the name to something else and I forgot what it's called). It's in pastel blue and it's so pretty! You can put a storybook, textbook, your tablet and more. The possibilites are endless! LOL, no luhh, there's a limit, heheh. Oh, did I mention I adore pastel colours? On seeing pastel colours, I become happy no matter what foul mood I was in. Or maybe that's cause I'm mercurial. Hmm. I have mood swings, sometimes. I can get very agitated one minute, and the next minute, I'm back to my usual chirpy self. Very weird.
OH, my BEST, FAVOURITE MEMORY of the week!!! I went to SCAPE after my backbone check-up, with my bestie, SHIYA! She really is a wonderful friend. We bought many things and I had many grabs from the flea market there! You can see an assortment of stuff in the picture on your left but lemme tell you as well. Heheh.
I bought ...
~ A halter dress
~ 2 handphone dust caps
~ 3 packets of STICKY
~ A charm bracelet
~ A two-finger ring
~ A stylus (notice it's in pastel blue?)
~ 3 pairs of earrings
Not bad eh, for a few hours of shopping? Heheh. Kay, I shall end off by posting a compliation of my favourite pictures with her.
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Been a pretty long week for me, which equals to a longer post this time around!
Well, let's start with the only sad thing worth mentioning. Hmm, I got 27 for my L1R5, how the hell am I gonna get into Poly? I gave up on JC, I know I can't handle the stress there, but if i can't even enter Poly, I can only go to ITE. I'm not saying ITE isn't good (afew note-worthy people came from there), but I don't wanna waste my 2years in ITE, if I can head to Poly straight. Sadly, instead of encouraging me, my parents and my silbings did the reverse. My dad said I had better check out what ITE has to offer, my mum told me to go to ITE if I can't enter a good course in Poly, my silbings mocked me and said ITE = IS THE END. Haiz. I can only count on myself and my friends to tide me over this stressful period. You know, if I ever get a 6 for my L1R5, I would not give much credit to my parents ... after all, I was the one who helped myself, what they said, what they did, didn't even motivate me at all.
Now ... for the good events that happened in the past week.
I attended my CHINESE ORCHESTRA PASS OUT PARADE (CO POP) held for the graduating batch. As I wasn't really close to many people, I was easily forgotten most of the time and I wasn't expecting much for this POP. However, this time, they made an effort to include me in the tribute video and the role-play. Which were the two main highlights of the POP. My astonsishment lasted till I reached home. It was really a shock to me. During dinner, my section bought a cake and we took some pictures as well. I received a box of FERRERO ROCHER, some sweets and a card from my juniors as my present. YEAH! THANK YOU JUNIORS for making this POP so memorable to me!! :D
On the 7th of June, I topped my EMATHS TEST FOR THE FIRST TIME IN SECONDARY SCHOOL, 37/45!!! I was so bewildered and ecstatic, nothing could make me unhappy for that whole day! Well, this could prove to my parents that I still had a chance to do well for my O'levels, but I resisted myself from bragging to them. Firstly, even if I told them, they would just nod their heads and not encourage me further. It would still be up to me. Now, they care more for my sister, who's been doing well in her studies. I think they kinda gave up hope on me. Oh well, it's better, I have less stress from them. Secondly, till now, they think I'm dumb. Maybe if I do not drop any hints that I'm improving, I may be able to stun them with my brilliant O'level results I've attained (YES, I'm still being optimistic, and hoping I can get at least a 10). Hah, imagine the look on their faces! Thirdly, the test was on COORDINATE GEOMETRY, my FAVOURITE TOPIC in E & AMATHS, so I didn't want to think too much about it. I mean, since it's my favourite topic, there's no excuse for scoring badly. It's the same as telling my parents I came in first for an Ice-cream eating competition. LOL, HAHAH, yes, I LOVE ICE-CREAM!!!
Was clearing my mini cupboard of rubbish, (my study table is just too untidy!) and I found this minute stone that brings lots of memories at NEPAL. I went there last year in November with other student leaders. I pocketed this stone after we had a fun time throwing stones into the sea, and for remembrance, I picked this stone up. It may be small, but it can bring back those wonderful and unhappy memories. Though most of them were memories that I wish I could store them in my head forever. Haiz. *start remincising*
My mum bought a book stand for me from online, I think it's via GMARKET (they changed the name to something else and I forgot what it's called). It's in pastel blue and it's so pretty! You can put a storybook, textbook, your tablet and more. The possibilites are endless! LOL, no luhh, there's a limit, heheh. Oh, did I mention I adore pastel colours? On seeing pastel colours, I become happy no matter what foul mood I was in. Or maybe that's cause I'm mercurial. Hmm. I have mood swings, sometimes. I can get very agitated one minute, and the next minute, I'm back to my usual chirpy self. Very weird.
OH, my BEST, FAVOURITE MEMORY of the week!!! I went to SCAPE after my backbone check-up, with my bestie, SHIYA! She really is a wonderful friend. We bought many things and I had many grabs from the flea market there! You can see an assortment of stuff in the picture on your left but lemme tell you as well. Heheh.
I bought ...
~ A halter dress
~ 2 handphone dust caps
~ 3 packets of STICKY
~ A charm bracelet
~ A two-finger ring
~ A stylus (notice it's in pastel blue?)
~ 3 pairs of earrings
Not bad eh, for a few hours of shopping? Heheh. Kay, I shall end off by posting a compliation of my favourite pictures with her.
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Wednesday 6 June 2012
At a glance. Actually, after a read.
Finally! Could find the time to use the computer and blog! All right, have lotsa things to talk about since my last post in like what, a week ago?
Well, I did my English Prelim Oral in style at Starbucks, Yishun Northpoint! I reached there at 9am, while ZiHui reached there an hour earlier. We decided to meet earlier to do some revision so I did my Maths Tutor to recap. Then shortly around 11am, WeiLun, YiYang, KuanEn and WeiXiang joined us. However, the most important person, Miss Angelia Wong, was late! And she was about an hour late! LOL. Then she bought drinks and desserts for all of us, costing a mini bomb of around $50! The worst thing was nobody wanted to eat them, so instead of wasting those yummy appetisers, heheh, I gladly tucked into them. I had a wonderful, heavy lunch of Starbucks, and I fell into love with the Ice Blended White Mocha ... -->
Hmm, I read the whole trilogy of the 'Fifty Shades' already, it was just so addictive and compelling! Though it is erotic with themes like sadism and masochism, but the storyline is the one that caught my attention. It seems fairly realistic ...yet unreal. The story starts like this : Anastasia, the protagonist, went to conduct an interview with Christian, the most eligible bachelor in her state. She finds herself attracted to his good looks yet at the same time, deeply intimdating. Little did she know, Christian is attracted to her as well, but in another way kinda impossible to believe, given his stature. Oh well, Christian started to woo her (in layman terms), but not realising that she would change his whole life in a way unexpected to him. FOREVER.
Hmm, sounds interesting right? You know, I've even written a review on it, to help dispel the negative critiques that 'Fifty Shades' is a book too mature for teens with too much sexual content. There are takeaways that we can learn from the trilogy as well. But I don't know what to do with my review now. I don't think I can just send in the review to any newspaper or magazine ... or can I? Haiz. I think I should seriously consider a career in journalism, I just LOVE scripting novels or maybe even writing a column. Hmm.
Oh, by the way, the picture on the left is of the last book in the trilogy, 'Fifty Shades Freed'. Thinking about this, I can apply English Literature skills to discuss the significance of the titles for all three books, heheh.
Oh, I have a new hobby! And that is collecting cute cartoon A4 folder files! I just can't resist the adorable images of various cartoon characters so I started buying them impulsively. But each costs the most $2, if it's too expensive, I don't think anyone will buy ... except maybe me, cause it's now my 'weakness'. I will definitely add more additions to my wonderful collection. There! My whole collection up to date -->
My yoghurt no more! Boo hoo! *cries* This is my first time I tried this yoghurt and I have to say it is just mouth-watering! I think it is nicer than the MEIJI one, just saying luhh, from my own opinion. I will confirm buy this yoghurt again! It can be eaten for breakfast and is a yummy dessert after dinner as well. Thumbs-up!
Hmm, on Monday, I had a English Literature seminar at STU, Raffles Place, and after the seminar, I had lunch with three people, which I had to admit, I didn't expect myself to. Jing Wen, Jia Yi and Vivien. Jing Wen and I met them Jia Yi and Vivien somewhere along a long stretch of food stalls. All of us were strolling with a purpose in mind : to find affordable food that we can eat. You know, Raffles is not a place for students or people with holes in their pockets! You'll need at least $8 for something filling. Well, what can we expect, it's in the CBD area. We caught up with each other figuratively, talking about school, how our school management is totally screwed up, blah blah blah. It was a joy to relax and just chill. And I didn't go for my English supplementary, heheh. English just can't be taught, it's either you have a good grasp of English, or you don't.
Then Tuesday, after Lit seminar as well, we ate Subway. Surprisingly, it was fairly empty, with the occasional customers. JiaYi, Vivien and I were their BEST customers. We hogged their tables for the longest time, chatting away, heheh. Oh, Vivien is such a good astronomer. JOKING! She just knows a lot about astrology. And she can read the Stars. Hmm, she told us what our signs meant and I have to say she's quite good. Vivien read everything about our signs by heart! Maybe she can further a career in this aspect, if there are even such careers, heheh.
All right, I think this is my longest post to date, hahah. Shall end here, seeya soon!~
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Well, I did my English Prelim Oral in style at Starbucks, Yishun Northpoint! I reached there at 9am, while ZiHui reached there an hour earlier. We decided to meet earlier to do some revision so I did my Maths Tutor to recap. Then shortly around 11am, WeiLun, YiYang, KuanEn and WeiXiang joined us. However, the most important person, Miss Angelia Wong, was late! And she was about an hour late! LOL. Then she bought drinks and desserts for all of us, costing a mini bomb of around $50! The worst thing was nobody wanted to eat them, so instead of wasting those yummy appetisers, heheh, I gladly tucked into them. I had a wonderful, heavy lunch of Starbucks, and I fell into love with the Ice Blended White Mocha ... -->
Hmm, I read the whole trilogy of the 'Fifty Shades' already, it was just so addictive and compelling! Though it is erotic with themes like sadism and masochism, but the storyline is the one that caught my attention. It seems fairly realistic ...yet unreal. The story starts like this : Anastasia, the protagonist, went to conduct an interview with Christian, the most eligible bachelor in her state. She finds herself attracted to his good looks yet at the same time, deeply intimdating. Little did she know, Christian is attracted to her as well, but in another way kinda impossible to believe, given his stature. Oh well, Christian started to woo her (in layman terms), but not realising that she would change his whole life in a way unexpected to him. FOREVER.
Hmm, sounds interesting right? You know, I've even written a review on it, to help dispel the negative critiques that 'Fifty Shades' is a book too mature for teens with too much sexual content. There are takeaways that we can learn from the trilogy as well. But I don't know what to do with my review now. I don't think I can just send in the review to any newspaper or magazine ... or can I? Haiz. I think I should seriously consider a career in journalism, I just LOVE scripting novels or maybe even writing a column. Hmm.
Oh, by the way, the picture on the left is of the last book in the trilogy, 'Fifty Shades Freed'. Thinking about this, I can apply English Literature skills to discuss the significance of the titles for all three books, heheh.
Oh, I have a new hobby! And that is collecting cute cartoon A4 folder files! I just can't resist the adorable images of various cartoon characters so I started buying them impulsively. But each costs the most $2, if it's too expensive, I don't think anyone will buy ... except maybe me, cause it's now my 'weakness'. I will definitely add more additions to my wonderful collection. There! My whole collection up to date -->
My yoghurt no more! Boo hoo! *cries* This is my first time I tried this yoghurt and I have to say it is just mouth-watering! I think it is nicer than the MEIJI one, just saying luhh, from my own opinion. I will confirm buy this yoghurt again! It can be eaten for breakfast and is a yummy dessert after dinner as well. Thumbs-up!
Hmm, on Monday, I had a English Literature seminar at STU, Raffles Place, and after the seminar, I had lunch with three people, which I had to admit, I didn't expect myself to. Jing Wen, Jia Yi and Vivien. Jing Wen and I met them Jia Yi and Vivien somewhere along a long stretch of food stalls. All of us were strolling with a purpose in mind : to find affordable food that we can eat. You know, Raffles is not a place for students or people with holes in their pockets! You'll need at least $8 for something filling. Well, what can we expect, it's in the CBD area. We caught up with each other figuratively, talking about school, how our school management is totally screwed up, blah blah blah. It was a joy to relax and just chill. And I didn't go for my English supplementary, heheh. English just can't be taught, it's either you have a good grasp of English, or you don't.
Then Tuesday, after Lit seminar as well, we ate Subway. Surprisingly, it was fairly empty, with the occasional customers. JiaYi, Vivien and I were their BEST customers. We hogged their tables for the longest time, chatting away, heheh. Oh, Vivien is such a good astronomer. JOKING! She just knows a lot about astrology. And she can read the Stars. Hmm, she told us what our signs meant and I have to say she's quite good. Vivien read everything about our signs by heart! Maybe she can further a career in this aspect, if there are even such careers, heheh.
All right, I think this is my longest post to date, hahah. Shall end here, seeya soon!~
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Friday 25 May 2012
Charity Bazaar.
Hahah, hello again! I guess this post will emphasise more on the Charity Bazaar that just passed 2days ago, but it will still include my daily doses of happiness. No tears for this memorable week.
Hmm, I'm not one who cam-whores much, so I rarely post pictures of myself and pose for school events like these. I dislike being in pictures if I know i'm not looking my best, hahah. Kay, firstly, I went about the different booths with no other than ZiHui, Mirian and Alvin. Jarel didn't come that day. With my budget of $5 ( I wasn't willing to spend anything more than that ), I bought a Henna, 2servings of fries, 1kacang puteh, 1sausage and 2heart keychains.
Well, the Henna wasn't really up to my expectations. Hmm, I guess it was my fault. Because of my incoming Chinese O'level exam, I decided to settle for something not so obvious, to play safe. So I decided on my name. But on hindsight now, I guess it won't matter to the invilgators. The Henna-ist ( don't think it's an official word ) asked me how would I like my name to be written. She suggested "Block letters" and I should have thought of "Cursive", but I didn't. So that's how I got my first Henna. The block letters made my already huge hand look enormous. Okay, I'm exaggerating, but I think my hands are big for a girl. Girls are meant to have delicate, just right hands, not stumpy ones like mine. Sheesh.
Then being lazy people, we decided to sit and rest somewhere. With no booth to man, it was getting kinda boring as we could only walk in circles. Since Alvin bought a helium balloon ( A HELIUM BALLOON IS WAY COOL! ) that came down to being a useless thing in the end, we had our share of fun while at it. All four of us wrote our wishes on that lighter-than-air thing, and than we let that balloon fly to its freedom ... or rather doom since "What goes up, must come down". Aiya, I shall be optmistic. The balloon flew to Heaven and gave our wishes to God to be fulfilled. Yes, all our wishes will come true!
We had a water-filled balloon with us too, that could act as a dangerous or exciting water bomb, depending on how you look at it. To us, it was none. It was useless. Hehehe. So with inspiration from the way we handled the helium balloon, we decided to write our grievances on it and dump it on the floor. However, when we were about to throw it, it burst in my hand, soaking me and ZiHui. I pinched it with little force as you would when you pinch your nose, that little! But it still exploded in my hand. Haiz.
Oh, there, on your left! It's the 2keychains that I bought since I didn't know what else to buy with $1 left. It was originally $1.50, but I had only $1 left and since they wanted to clear their stocks, they just let it go at $1, last hour sales, hahah. I actually wanted a cartoon file, but it was $2 and even with the myriad of designs, I still didn't really find what I was looking for. Besides, I could give one keychain to my youngest sister. Wanna guess which heart keychain I gave her?
Now, for my weekly doses of happiness. I BOUGHT ANOTHER SIGNO UNIBALL PEN! IN LIGHT BLUE BARREL WITH POLKA DOTS! I think I'm going crazy for polka dot pens, with this latest addition, I now have a total of 5 pens with polka dot barrels, muahahaha!
My joy now is further magnified with the fact that I'm now eating ALIVE yoghurt and I have the choice to have another. Not only that, I just bought 3 ice-cream cones for myself! I just love these kinds of delectable, indulging, sweet-tasting food! YUMMY! :D
All right, shall end here. Who knows? Maybe I have tempted you to buy your favourite ice-cream as well, HAHAH! Until next time, seeya!~
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Hmm, I'm not one who cam-whores much, so I rarely post pictures of myself and pose for school events like these. I dislike being in pictures if I know i'm not looking my best, hahah. Kay, firstly, I went about the different booths with no other than ZiHui, Mirian and Alvin. Jarel didn't come that day. With my budget of $5 ( I wasn't willing to spend anything more than that ), I bought a Henna, 2servings of fries, 1kacang puteh, 1sausage and 2heart keychains.
Then being lazy people, we decided to sit and rest somewhere. With no booth to man, it was getting kinda boring as we could only walk in circles. Since Alvin bought a helium balloon ( A HELIUM BALLOON IS WAY COOL! ) that came down to being a useless thing in the end, we had our share of fun while at it. All four of us wrote our wishes on that lighter-than-air thing, and than we let that balloon fly to its freedom ... or rather doom since "What goes up, must come down". Aiya, I shall be optmistic. The balloon flew to Heaven and gave our wishes to God to be fulfilled. Yes, all our wishes will come true!
We had a water-filled balloon with us too, that could act as a dangerous or exciting water bomb, depending on how you look at it. To us, it was none. It was useless. Hehehe. So with inspiration from the way we handled the helium balloon, we decided to write our grievances on it and dump it on the floor. However, when we were about to throw it, it burst in my hand, soaking me and ZiHui. I pinched it with little force as you would when you pinch your nose, that little! But it still exploded in my hand. Haiz.
My joy now is further magnified with the fact that I'm now eating ALIVE yoghurt and I have the choice to have another. Not only that, I just bought 3 ice-cream cones for myself! I just love these kinds of delectable, indulging, sweet-tasting food! YUMMY! :D
All right, shall end here. Who knows? Maybe I have tempted you to buy your favourite ice-cream as well, HAHAH! Until next time, seeya!~
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Saturday 19 May 2012
One HUGE regret.
Hi, here again, after about a week? Couldn't access the Net till today. Sad yeah. So my post today would be longer than usual.
Hmm, well with my O'level Chinese exam on the 28th May, me have been having Mock exams after mock. Till This Thursday. Super tiring (cause it's Chinese!!!) but the good thing is that we, the graduating batch can do our Mocks in the Hall, and it's air-conditioned. LOL.
Was reading the newspaper some time back and a piece of news shot out. Chris Hemsworth and his wife, Elsa Pataky, named their newborn baby girl, India! You know, I can't help feeling that the name is a little weird for their daughter but oh well. Can't do anything either.
For the past few days, I have bought cookies! From SUBWAY and 7-ELEVEN!!! Yummy, delicious, palatable, savory and delectable! Though they all mean the same, heehee. Shall buy more when I have the money. Can't wait for that to happen.
My class has finally received our class jacket! It's Royal Blue with yellow fonts. Talking about this, we were intending the colour to be dark blue, similar to the one below. It would fit better with the bright yellow fonts. Because of our busy schedules, Mirian and I couldn't head down to the supplier to check the colour of the jacket. Well, as he told us that the royal blue colour that he had is nice, we believed him. I mean the making of this jacket was the third time we made from him, and the earlier two batches of class tees had no major problem, so we just gave him the go-ahead. But when he headed down to his shop at Queensway Shopping Centre, uhoh, from afar I saw this bright blue colour and a nagging feeling was within me, that it was our class jackets. True enough, it was. Though when we gave out the jackets to the class, there were no violent objections, I still felt that I was responsible to confirm the colour of the jackets. That I should have went down to check the colour. Haiz. But from this experience, I learnt one more thing, I LOVE MY CLASS EVEN MORE. THEY'RE WONDERFUL! Everyone was cooperative, from the collection of the money to the colour of the jackets (that might have been a little gay on the guys)! That's what I love about my class -- there's mutual understanding and everyone compromises to make it work. Nobody just wants everyone to just follow their ideas.
So yesterday was my school's Cross Country Run. The whole school headed down to MacRitchie Reservoir to run the 3.2km route. The top 10 girls and boys respectively from each level would get a trophy, and the top 6 from the champion house of each level and each gender would get a medal. I sooo badly wanted that trophy as I haven't got anything since Secondary One! That pathetic. Thus, being kiasu, I headed to the front of the pack and when the horn was sounded to signal the start of the Run, I headed off. Maintaining my distance from the first few, I counted and realised I was in the Top 10. This continued till I could take it no longer, they were too fast for me. Those in front of me were from Sports CCAs, me, being the only one in Chinese Orchestra and with no training whatsoever. My only trainings were my once-a-week PE lessons.
Approximately 1.5km into the race, I started lagging behind. Before the route of the last 1.2km, there was a steep, rocky terrain, uphill slope, and I couldn't take it, so I stopped and walked. Then 3 girls from my level surpassed me, and I knew I had no chance left to win a trophy. But I might still be able to clinch a medal. So the moment I was on flat concrete ground, I started speeding up, slowing down a few times along the way, but no other girls from my level passed me. At the end, as it was downhill, I just sped down and collected my position card. I was in 14th position! I FELT SO GLAD ... till I realised that I wouldn't be able to get a medal as well. My house wasn't the champion house. SHIT. I was 4th from in my category lehhh! They should at least give a medal to the top Five of each category right?!?! I sulked for the next hour, wishing I could have done better. DAMN DAMN DAMN.
Now, since I've read the Hunger Games, I moved on to find another trilogy, and since there was a slight furore about FIFTY SHADES OF GREY, I borrowed it from my friend and read it. In the beginning chapters, it seems like any other romance book till the explicit scenes came. The critics were not kidding. Whole chapters were dedicated to sexual scenes and I was kinda disgusted, a little. How can E.L JAMES write it so explicitly?! She couldn't have been writing it down while doing IT right? OHMY. Well, but the storyline is addictive. And I'll still read the trilogy. NOT BECAUSE I'M HORNY or whatever (for your info, I just scan through those explicit scenes till they end), but because I wanna see how this will end. There're many internal and external conflicts in this novel and it seems interesting to read on.
So yeap, shall end off here.
Seeya soon!~
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Hmm, well with my O'level Chinese exam on the 28th May, me have been having Mock exams after mock. Till This Thursday. Super tiring (cause it's Chinese!!!) but the good thing is that we, the graduating batch can do our Mocks in the Hall, and it's air-conditioned. LOL.
Was reading the newspaper some time back and a piece of news shot out. Chris Hemsworth and his wife, Elsa Pataky, named their newborn baby girl, India! You know, I can't help feeling that the name is a little weird for their daughter but oh well. Can't do anything either.
For the past few days, I have bought cookies! From SUBWAY and 7-ELEVEN!!! Yummy, delicious, palatable, savory and delectable! Though they all mean the same, heehee. Shall buy more when I have the money. Can't wait for that to happen.
My class has finally received our class jacket! It's Royal Blue with yellow fonts. Talking about this, we were intending the colour to be dark blue, similar to the one below. It would fit better with the bright yellow fonts. Because of our busy schedules, Mirian and I couldn't head down to the supplier to check the colour of the jacket. Well, as he told us that the royal blue colour that he had is nice, we believed him. I mean the making of this jacket was the third time we made from him, and the earlier two batches of class tees had no major problem, so we just gave him the go-ahead. But when he headed down to his shop at Queensway Shopping Centre, uhoh, from afar I saw this bright blue colour and a nagging feeling was within me, that it was our class jackets. True enough, it was. Though when we gave out the jackets to the class, there were no violent objections, I still felt that I was responsible to confirm the colour of the jackets. That I should have went down to check the colour. Haiz. But from this experience, I learnt one more thing, I LOVE MY CLASS EVEN MORE. THEY'RE WONDERFUL! Everyone was cooperative, from the collection of the money to the colour of the jackets (that might have been a little gay on the guys)! That's what I love about my class -- there's mutual understanding and everyone compromises to make it work. Nobody just wants everyone to just follow their ideas.
So yesterday was my school's Cross Country Run. The whole school headed down to MacRitchie Reservoir to run the 3.2km route. The top 10 girls and boys respectively from each level would get a trophy, and the top 6 from the champion house of each level and each gender would get a medal. I sooo badly wanted that trophy as I haven't got anything since Secondary One! That pathetic. Thus, being kiasu, I headed to the front of the pack and when the horn was sounded to signal the start of the Run, I headed off. Maintaining my distance from the first few, I counted and realised I was in the Top 10. This continued till I could take it no longer, they were too fast for me. Those in front of me were from Sports CCAs, me, being the only one in Chinese Orchestra and with no training whatsoever. My only trainings were my once-a-week PE lessons.
Approximately 1.5km into the race, I started lagging behind. Before the route of the last 1.2km, there was a steep, rocky terrain, uphill slope, and I couldn't take it, so I stopped and walked. Then 3 girls from my level surpassed me, and I knew I had no chance left to win a trophy. But I might still be able to clinch a medal. So the moment I was on flat concrete ground, I started speeding up, slowing down a few times along the way, but no other girls from my level passed me. At the end, as it was downhill, I just sped down and collected my position card. I was in 14th position! I FELT SO GLAD ... till I realised that I wouldn't be able to get a medal as well. My house wasn't the champion house. SHIT. I was 4th from in my category lehhh! They should at least give a medal to the top Five of each category right?!?! I sulked for the next hour, wishing I could have done better. DAMN DAMN DAMN.
Now, since I've read the Hunger Games, I moved on to find another trilogy, and since there was a slight furore about FIFTY SHADES OF GREY, I borrowed it from my friend and read it. In the beginning chapters, it seems like any other romance book till the explicit scenes came. The critics were not kidding. Whole chapters were dedicated to sexual scenes and I was kinda disgusted, a little. How can E.L JAMES write it so explicitly?! She couldn't have been writing it down while doing IT right? OHMY. Well, but the storyline is addictive. And I'll still read the trilogy. NOT BECAUSE I'M HORNY or whatever (for your info, I just scan through those explicit scenes till they end), but because I wanna see how this will end. There're many internal and external conflicts in this novel and it seems interesting to read on.
So yeap, shall end off here.
Seeya soon!~
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Friday 11 May 2012
Happy week.
Hi, here again, after a brief rest. Couldn't find time to blog with all my ever overloading Amaths papers...
So... I think the Hunger Games trilogy is AWESOME! I was addicted to the series, I read the HUNGER GAMES in two days and the CATCHING FIRE in four! Currently engrossed in the MOCKINGJAY. Someone please buy me the series for my birthday! HAHAH, nahhh, just joking. But oh, how much I want the whole trilogy.
Oh, THE AVENGERS is BRILLIANT TOO! Ten fingers up and ten toes up for it! Super action-packed and thrilling! Those of you who have not watched it, hurry grab the chance to watch it! It's worth that few dollars! Okay, I sound super excited about it, as if I'm in charge for advertising it, but yeah, I wouldn't mind publicising it because it's just too impressive! Heheh.
Hmm, discovered a cool online video downloader that allows you to convert videos directly ONLINE WITHOUT ANY INSTALLATIONS! Have downloaded many vidoes into my phone recently! Hehehe. Again. It's called catchvideo.net, you can go and check it out.
Hmm, my name, ELIZA, is getting increasingly common. And I don't like it at all. Not one bit. So I created my own... erm... name? How about Eliuiza? It still contains the original elements of ELIZA, or rather, letters, and it's way more unique. I've even crazily written a cursive of it.
OH, I just bought my Mother's Day presents too! So sweet of me right? Well, hope she'll like it. But I'm sure she will.
All right, shall end off here. A concise summary of my last few days. Seeya~!
~ANGELICDEVIL~
So... I think the Hunger Games trilogy is AWESOME! I was addicted to the series, I read the HUNGER GAMES in two days and the CATCHING FIRE in four! Currently engrossed in the MOCKINGJAY. Someone please buy me the series for my birthday! HAHAH, nahhh, just joking. But oh, how much I want the whole trilogy.
Oh, THE AVENGERS is BRILLIANT TOO! Ten fingers up and ten toes up for it! Super action-packed and thrilling! Those of you who have not watched it, hurry grab the chance to watch it! It's worth that few dollars! Okay, I sound super excited about it, as if I'm in charge for advertising it, but yeah, I wouldn't mind publicising it because it's just too impressive! Heheh.
Hmm, discovered a cool online video downloader that allows you to convert videos directly ONLINE WITHOUT ANY INSTALLATIONS! Have downloaded many vidoes into my phone recently! Hehehe. Again. It's called catchvideo.net, you can go and check it out.
All right, shall end off here. A concise summary of my last few days. Seeya~!
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Saturday 5 May 2012
My 4 idols.
Hellooo, I'm back soon, like I said, heheh.
Hmm, this post is gonna be a random one, my hands were dying to type something so I just wanted to talk about my four favourite idols. Hahah.
Sooo, I think they are handsome and pretty, but I won't really go gaga over them. Unless I get to see them in person!! If only it would really happen.
In chronological order, of who I adored first, heheh.
Kim Jong Hyun (SHINee)
Nahhh, joking! :P But that's really made in his like, so cute too right, that tiger! Hahah!
Okay, the REAL him.
So, second up, Kim Tae-yeon (Girls' Generation, SNSD)
Don't you think she's really pretty?
Third, Jung Yong Hwa (CNBlue)
Actually, I didn't know he existed till I watched the Korean drama 'He's Beautiful'. Hahah, that's when I noticed him!
Lastly, Chris Hemsworth (Thor)
Again, only when I watched Thor, did I realise he's quite handsome, hahah.
All right, my 4 favourite idols. Haiz, all of them have their own talents as well! JongHyun and Taeyeon can sing, Yong Hwa can sing AND act, and Chris can act too! Plus, their looks. It's no wonder many of them have fans all around the world, me included. Heheh.
Oh, I'm gonna watch 'The Avengers' tomorrow, so yeap, I get to see Thor again! :D So shall end here. I guess this post made all of you who are reading, dream or wonder about your own idols. Seeya~
Hmm, this post is gonna be a random one, my hands were dying to type something so I just wanted to talk about my four favourite idols. Hahah.
Sooo, I think they are handsome and pretty, but I won't really go gaga over them. Unless I get to see them in person!! If only it would really happen.
In chronological order, of who I adored first, heheh.
Kim Jong Hyun (SHINee)
Nahhh, joking! :P But that's really made in his like, so cute too right, that tiger! Hahah!
Okay, the REAL him.
So, second up, Kim Tae-yeon (Girls' Generation, SNSD)
Third, Jung Yong Hwa (CNBlue)
Lastly, Chris Hemsworth (Thor)
All right, my 4 favourite idols. Haiz, all of them have their own talents as well! JongHyun and Taeyeon can sing, Yong Hwa can sing AND act, and Chris can act too! Plus, their looks. It's no wonder many of them have fans all around the world, me included. Heheh.
Oh, I'm gonna watch 'The Avengers' tomorrow, so yeap, I get to see Thor again! :D So shall end here. I guess this post made all of you who are reading, dream or wonder about your own idols. Seeya~
Miserable life.
Hiii, back again! ^~^
Hmm, I lost something. AGAIN. Don't know why, my stuff have been missing these past few weeks. Haiz. Well, this time it's a bottle of nail polish remover. I brought it to school with the purpose of lending my friend to remove her nail polish. I placed it in a carrier bag, with a birthday present and some biscuits. Because I had my Prelim practical exams that day, my belongings were placed outside the Labs. Then after the exams, we were brought to a holding room, or rather the Lecture Theatre. So it could have been stolen? Or I misplaced it? But it's highly unlikely. As I had the birthday present with me throughout. But who would steal a bottle of nail polish remover, of all things? Why not grab the more useful birthday present, or the CHIPSMORE if they're hungry? I don't get it. And I can't seem to find a lead.
But I have a crazy idea. What if the Labs had run out of alcohol, so the teachers stole mine? HAHAHA, what an unplausible idea! :P Ohwell, just shall have to buy another bottle, before the June holidays. That's when i'm gonna polish my nails! Excited! :D
Oh, it's weird, I had acute pain, at my right lower back, yesterday. And fortunately, the pain lasted only for a day. I was wondering how I would survive the ordeal with school and everything. It would come and go, lasting for a few unbearable minutes. Hope it's not anything serious.
And. I really really REALLY HATE my life right now, so freaking restricted! I can't use the computer, watch TV programs, grab something from the fridge or hang out with my friends at will! Haven't went out and shopped with my friends since last year. I know that it's my major O'level year, but all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. Or rather, makes Eliza a pathetic girl. Sheesh. I must, must, MUST prove to my parents that i'm not the stupid, dumb, blur daughter they think I am! Somehow.
Shall end here, for now. Maybe post another soon (:
Quote of the Day : What you have accomplished now, may not define what you'll be in the future.
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Hmm, I lost something. AGAIN. Don't know why, my stuff have been missing these past few weeks. Haiz. Well, this time it's a bottle of nail polish remover. I brought it to school with the purpose of lending my friend to remove her nail polish. I placed it in a carrier bag, with a birthday present and some biscuits. Because I had my Prelim practical exams that day, my belongings were placed outside the Labs. Then after the exams, we were brought to a holding room, or rather the Lecture Theatre. So it could have been stolen? Or I misplaced it? But it's highly unlikely. As I had the birthday present with me throughout. But who would steal a bottle of nail polish remover, of all things? Why not grab the more useful birthday present, or the CHIPSMORE if they're hungry? I don't get it. And I can't seem to find a lead.
But I have a crazy idea. What if the Labs had run out of alcohol, so the teachers stole mine? HAHAHA, what an unplausible idea! :P Ohwell, just shall have to buy another bottle, before the June holidays. That's when i'm gonna polish my nails! Excited! :D
Oh, it's weird, I had acute pain, at my right lower back, yesterday. And fortunately, the pain lasted only for a day. I was wondering how I would survive the ordeal with school and everything. It would come and go, lasting for a few unbearable minutes. Hope it's not anything serious.
And. I really really REALLY HATE my life right now, so freaking restricted! I can't use the computer, watch TV programs, grab something from the fridge or hang out with my friends at will! Haven't went out and shopped with my friends since last year. I know that it's my major O'level year, but all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. Or rather, makes Eliza a pathetic girl. Sheesh. I must, must, MUST prove to my parents that i'm not the stupid, dumb, blur daughter they think I am! Somehow.
Shall end here, for now. Maybe post another soon (:
Quote of the Day : What you have accomplished now, may not define what you'll be in the future.
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Tuesday 1 May 2012
Eating spree!
Monday was my Chinese exams, Paper 1 and Paper 2.
I brought two Chinese e-dictionaries, as I had a feeling that someone might need to borrow one from me. And how true it was. WeiLe needed one and then she switched on the dict. All it did was flicker 'Low Battery!'. Stupid me! I thought about bringing an extra dict but didn't check the battery! Sheesh! ><
After school, ZiHui and I went to study, with the intention of studying in peace at NorthPoint Starbucks. It's much quieter compared to Macdonalds. We found a 2-seater table then went to get some food. ZiHui ordered a salad wrap and only after that, did the cashier tell us we couldn't study at that particular round table we had settled into. Studying is only allowed at the rectangular table nearest to the escalators. Like WHAT THE SHIT! Only after we bought something, then did they tell us. Seriously! It was OBVIOUSLY on PURPOSE. Tsk, still want to earn that few dollars from us poor little school students. Okay ... without the 'little'. And like what's the difference between studying and surfing the Net? And surfing the Net is allowed at all tables. Haiz.
Studying is only allowed at the tables outside the air-conditioned Macdonalds, it was so stuffy and warm there! But we had no choice. We didn't like the library. And not bad luhh, ignore all the traffic noises and sounds around you, and you should be fine.
We studied till like 5:15pm, then we decided we should take a break. So we toured Northpoint, since like it's the only place we could go to. And that was the FIRST TIME A FRIEND STUFFED ME WITH FOOD. ZiHui didn't like eating too much, and I on the opposite, could just gorge myself with food if I could. I have the luck to be born with a high metabolism rate. So whatever she ate, I ate half. Lemme tell you what the myriad of food I had in that few hours.
Starbucks' salad wrap, Macdonalds' Seaweed Shaker fries, Ice Lemon Tea, Kueh, Sushi, Ice-cream, Fried mushrooms.
Hahah, it was like an eating spree! I was super full to the max. Luckily I didn't have dinner at home. But I would like to say a BIG THANK YOU to ZiHui, all the food that she brought me to eat, were those I wished I could have tasted a long time ago. It's just that I was broke.
So ... an entry dedicated to just Monday. Heheh, shall seeya all around! ^.^
~ANGELICDEVIL~
I brought two Chinese e-dictionaries, as I had a feeling that someone might need to borrow one from me. And how true it was. WeiLe needed one and then she switched on the dict. All it did was flicker 'Low Battery!'. Stupid me! I thought about bringing an extra dict but didn't check the battery! Sheesh! ><
After school, ZiHui and I went to study, with the intention of studying in peace at NorthPoint Starbucks. It's much quieter compared to Macdonalds. We found a 2-seater table then went to get some food. ZiHui ordered a salad wrap and only after that, did the cashier tell us we couldn't study at that particular round table we had settled into. Studying is only allowed at the rectangular table nearest to the escalators. Like WHAT THE SHIT! Only after we bought something, then did they tell us. Seriously! It was OBVIOUSLY on PURPOSE. Tsk, still want to earn that few dollars from us poor little school students. Okay ... without the 'little'. And like what's the difference between studying and surfing the Net? And surfing the Net is allowed at all tables. Haiz.
Studying is only allowed at the tables outside the air-conditioned Macdonalds, it was so stuffy and warm there! But we had no choice. We didn't like the library. And not bad luhh, ignore all the traffic noises and sounds around you, and you should be fine.
We studied till like 5:15pm, then we decided we should take a break. So we toured Northpoint, since like it's the only place we could go to. And that was the FIRST TIME A FRIEND STUFFED ME WITH FOOD. ZiHui didn't like eating too much, and I on the opposite, could just gorge myself with food if I could. I have the luck to be born with a high metabolism rate. So whatever she ate, I ate half. Lemme tell you what the myriad of food I had in that few hours.
Starbucks' salad wrap, Macdonalds' Seaweed Shaker fries, Ice Lemon Tea, Kueh, Sushi, Ice-cream, Fried mushrooms.
Hahah, it was like an eating spree! I was super full to the max. Luckily I didn't have dinner at home. But I would like to say a BIG THANK YOU to ZiHui, all the food that she brought me to eat, were those I wished I could have tasted a long time ago. It's just that I was broke.
So ... an entry dedicated to just Monday. Heheh, shall seeya all around! ^.^
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Lovely Saturday ...
All right, lemme start from Saturday.
I woke up late. Yes, at 8am. My alarm rang at 6:30am, however I slienced it. And the next thing I knew, it was 8am. The thing is, my body automatically switches to 'Lazy Pig' mode on weekends. It's almost impossible for me to wake up anything earlier than 10am. Unless a fire broke out. Yikes, touchwood! *touches paper instead*
Hmm, I had this Flag Day activity, where we had to get freewill donations from the public. Phew, it was hard work. My group, AnQing, Kimberley, LiWen, QianHui and Mirian, oh, plus me, we went to Toa Payoh, thinking that since it was a big unsheltered centre (we couldn't source for donations in shopping malls), we could get lotsa people to donate. Turns out, we weren't the only one. We saw a few other schools plus our own CCHY students, 'fighting' for people. We couldn't collect much, since everyone went, "Oh, I donated already." and they shown us the sticker. Well, I wouldn't go down without a fight. So I walked, and here's my route.
Toa Payoh MRT station --> KOI --> KFC --> SHOP AND SAVE --> NTUC via carpark --> COURTS --> HDB Building --> COFFEE BEAN --> BUS INTERCHANGE.
I toured the whole Toa Payoh Centre. In the end, I gave up. At every part of the above route, I saw students. EVERY PART. Oh, except the HDB Building and COFFEE BEAN. Cause there were security guards. My group, knowing that we couldn't just stick to Toa Payoh, next moved on to Ang Mo Kio. And there we met WeiLe and LiTong. They were seriously smart. You know the bus stop outside AMK MRT station? They stationed themselves there at both sides. So if the commuters didn't go by WeiLe's side, they had to go through LiTong. Smart huh? To their credit, they collected quite a fair bit of money, as seen from their bulging and seemingly heavy bag.
After we decided that we had done enough, we went to eat. And drank GONG CHA! Heheh.
Lovely day overall, except for the waking up late bit. But I consider it lovely, as I missed GONG CHA so much and MrsGoh didn't scold or lecture me! Surprisingly.
Argh, boring Sunday, shan't talk much about it. All I do, and normally do, is just homework, housework, homework, sleep. BORINGGGGGG... The only exciting part is the last part, sleep.
Shall continue in my next entry, don't want to make it seem too long, till everybody skips my post and read certain parts of it only. Seeya ^.^
Quote of the Day : Sometimes, you don't have to search far, as what you need, may be near.
~ANGELICDEVIL~
I woke up late. Yes, at 8am. My alarm rang at 6:30am, however I slienced it. And the next thing I knew, it was 8am. The thing is, my body automatically switches to 'Lazy Pig' mode on weekends. It's almost impossible for me to wake up anything earlier than 10am. Unless a fire broke out. Yikes, touchwood! *touches paper instead*
Hmm, I had this Flag Day activity, where we had to get freewill donations from the public. Phew, it was hard work. My group, AnQing, Kimberley, LiWen, QianHui and Mirian, oh, plus me, we went to Toa Payoh, thinking that since it was a big unsheltered centre (we couldn't source for donations in shopping malls), we could get lotsa people to donate. Turns out, we weren't the only one. We saw a few other schools plus our own CCHY students, 'fighting' for people. We couldn't collect much, since everyone went, "Oh, I donated already." and they shown us the sticker. Well, I wouldn't go down without a fight. So I walked, and here's my route.
Toa Payoh MRT station --> KOI --> KFC --> SHOP AND SAVE --> NTUC via carpark --> COURTS --> HDB Building --> COFFEE BEAN --> BUS INTERCHANGE.
I toured the whole Toa Payoh Centre. In the end, I gave up. At every part of the above route, I saw students. EVERY PART. Oh, except the HDB Building and COFFEE BEAN. Cause there were security guards. My group, knowing that we couldn't just stick to Toa Payoh, next moved on to Ang Mo Kio. And there we met WeiLe and LiTong. They were seriously smart. You know the bus stop outside AMK MRT station? They stationed themselves there at both sides. So if the commuters didn't go by WeiLe's side, they had to go through LiTong. Smart huh? To their credit, they collected quite a fair bit of money, as seen from their bulging and seemingly heavy bag.
After we decided that we had done enough, we went to eat. And drank GONG CHA! Heheh.
Lovely day overall, except for the waking up late bit. But I consider it lovely, as I missed GONG CHA so much and MrsGoh didn't scold or lecture me! Surprisingly.
Argh, boring Sunday, shan't talk much about it. All I do, and normally do, is just homework, housework, homework, sleep. BORINGGGGGG... The only exciting part is the last part, sleep.
Shall continue in my next entry, don't want to make it seem too long, till everybody skips my post and read certain parts of it only. Seeya ^.^
Quote of the Day : Sometimes, you don't have to search far, as what you need, may be near.
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Wednesday 25 April 2012
Wealthless Games
Hi again, I have a feeling I'm gonna spout more nonsense in this entry, but let's see.
I just realised my O'level Chinese Oral would be just 33 days away! And I'm a novice in this aspect. I can't speak fluently, even my friends said it was weird, the way I sounded in chinese. This problem is getting real serious. Can't speak well = low overall chinese marks = low L1R5! I've decided to speak more often in Chinese, hoping it's not too late to salvage my already hopeless chinese speaking skills ><
Oh, I had my Humanities lesson today, but after searching around alittle bit, I still can't find my friendship band. Didn't feel really depressed, but just sad that I lost something sentimental. Life still has to go on right? And I mean, it's JUST a friendship band, I didn't lose my friend or something worse. So let's find the silver lining.
This year is the worst year for me. I'm currently going through 'The Wealthless Games'. Sorry! Just finished poring over 'The Hunger Games' as you all know. The star-crossed Katniss and Peeta are still stuck in my head. I mean, this is the final year where I get to see my batch of secondary school buddies, who knows whether we'll be able meet up in future? Of course. God. But that's besides the point. So I'm wealthless (is there even such a word?) as I've been buying birthday gifts for friends I'm close to. At least once every month. And I've increased my circle of friends every year. You get my point.
Hmm, been thinking of a practical solution to my school's lack of funds flow. Venice was my inspiration. If ancient Venice could forgo their moral values and bribe the pirates, why can't we? My solution was simple. Let companies advertise on our worksheets and exam scripts. You might think it's ridiculous, but Marshall Cavendish can advertise their assessment books and we get the money? The possibilties are endless. Hmm, just a suggestion luhh. Hahah, imagine i write this to SSS! Heyy, maybe I really should to humour them :P
All right, shall stop here. Need to finish up my Emaths homework by tmr. Or else MrsGoh will hunt me down like a prey with a bow and arrow. Shit, the Hunger Games seeped into my brain again! Actually, she won't realise till a day or two days later. I'm sure she will chase me for it on Saturday, Flag Day. Like anyone will bring homework to school. So turns out I didn't really crap much actually, compared to my other posts, heheh.
Seeya people! ^.^
My Quote of the Day : You have a right to feel sad when you have lost something, but be glad it's not something much more valuable : your life.
~ANGELICDEVIL~
I just realised my O'level Chinese Oral would be just 33 days away! And I'm a novice in this aspect. I can't speak fluently, even my friends said it was weird, the way I sounded in chinese. This problem is getting real serious. Can't speak well = low overall chinese marks = low L1R5! I've decided to speak more often in Chinese, hoping it's not too late to salvage my already hopeless chinese speaking skills ><
Oh, I had my Humanities lesson today, but after searching around alittle bit, I still can't find my friendship band. Didn't feel really depressed, but just sad that I lost something sentimental. Life still has to go on right? And I mean, it's JUST a friendship band, I didn't lose my friend or something worse. So let's find the silver lining.
This year is the worst year for me. I'm currently going through 'The Wealthless Games'. Sorry! Just finished poring over 'The Hunger Games' as you all know. The star-crossed Katniss and Peeta are still stuck in my head. I mean, this is the final year where I get to see my batch of secondary school buddies, who knows whether we'll be able meet up in future? Of course. God. But that's besides the point. So I'm wealthless (is there even such a word?) as I've been buying birthday gifts for friends I'm close to. At least once every month. And I've increased my circle of friends every year. You get my point.
Hmm, been thinking of a practical solution to my school's lack of funds flow. Venice was my inspiration. If ancient Venice could forgo their moral values and bribe the pirates, why can't we? My solution was simple. Let companies advertise on our worksheets and exam scripts. You might think it's ridiculous, but Marshall Cavendish can advertise their assessment books and we get the money? The possibilties are endless. Hmm, just a suggestion luhh. Hahah, imagine i write this to SSS! Heyy, maybe I really should to humour them :P
All right, shall stop here. Need to finish up my Emaths homework by tmr. Or else MrsGoh will hunt me down like a prey with a bow and arrow. Shit, the Hunger Games seeped into my brain again! Actually, she won't realise till a day or two days later. I'm sure she will chase me for it on Saturday, Flag Day. Like anyone will bring homework to school. So turns out I didn't really crap much actually, compared to my other posts, heheh.
Seeya people! ^.^
My Quote of the Day : You have a right to feel sad when you have lost something, but be glad it's not something much more valuable : your life.
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Tuesday 24 April 2012
An undesirable Degel/Anvil? (Angel + Devil)
Hi there! (:
Hmm, my class had our 2.4km run today, and well, I did quite badly for my standards. I would normally be in the top 6 for every PE run, but today, haiz, I was 17th. I guess it was because during PE lessons, people rarely give their best, it's not even the real thing, so why bother? Ironically, those who said I ran fast and that they would pace me, finished earlier then me. What a joke to even think I was fast. I was never fast. With or without stitches.
Today I was insulted by some guy who thinks he's all high and mighty. He was indirectly calling me ugly. I just get so freaking pissed whenever I think of it. Come on! He should look at himself in the mirror first! And. This is not the first time. He called me 'flat-chested' in front of a group of people before. I mean like, Hey, I know right? Did you have to point it out so explicitly in front of others?! Arghhh, evil bastard. :/
But what he said made me lose my self-confidence. I felt so ... undesirable? Nahhh, can't find that word. It's just that I bet whoever (excluding guys of course) is reading this is much much prettier than me.
Which I guess is obvious. I didn't have a nice complexion or big sparkling eyes to start off with.
The only thing that could cheer me up was my 119 photos!! Thanks dad! Now all I have to do is to buy a scrapbook or album to store them! Yeahhh :D
Argh, not again! Wasted my evening and time reading THE HUNGER GAMES. Three reasons. One, the book was just too exhilarating to put down, all the suspense, tension ... gosh! You just want to find out what's next! Two, I borrowed this book from WeiLe, so i'm sure with each passing day, the condition of the book will deteriorate. So i'm determined to return it to her tmr. Three, I lost all motivation to study. Didn't feel like doing anything brain-vexing. So I slacked today. Which obviously isn't good.
I think I better end off here, enjoy the book while it lasts, and SLEEP! Tmr's a content day! Goodnights! ^.^
My Quote of the Day : Never insult someone for the sake of impressing others.
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Hmm, my class had our 2.4km run today, and well, I did quite badly for my standards. I would normally be in the top 6 for every PE run, but today, haiz, I was 17th. I guess it was because during PE lessons, people rarely give their best, it's not even the real thing, so why bother? Ironically, those who said I ran fast and that they would pace me, finished earlier then me. What a joke to even think I was fast. I was never fast. With or without stitches.
Today I was insulted by some guy who thinks he's all high and mighty. He was indirectly calling me ugly. I just get so freaking pissed whenever I think of it. Come on! He should look at himself in the mirror first! And. This is not the first time. He called me 'flat-chested' in front of a group of people before. I mean like, Hey, I know right? Did you have to point it out so explicitly in front of others?! Arghhh, evil bastard. :/
But what he said made me lose my self-confidence. I felt so ... undesirable? Nahhh, can't find that word. It's just that I bet whoever (excluding guys of course) is reading this is much much prettier than me.
Which I guess is obvious. I didn't have a nice complexion or big sparkling eyes to start off with.
The only thing that could cheer me up was my 119 photos!! Thanks dad! Now all I have to do is to buy a scrapbook or album to store them! Yeahhh :D
Argh, not again! Wasted my evening and time reading THE HUNGER GAMES. Three reasons. One, the book was just too exhilarating to put down, all the suspense, tension ... gosh! You just want to find out what's next! Two, I borrowed this book from WeiLe, so i'm sure with each passing day, the condition of the book will deteriorate. So i'm determined to return it to her tmr. Three, I lost all motivation to study. Didn't feel like doing anything brain-vexing. So I slacked today. Which obviously isn't good.
I think I better end off here, enjoy the book while it lasts, and SLEEP! Tmr's a content day! Goodnights! ^.^
My Quote of the Day : Never insult someone for the sake of impressing others.
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Monday 23 April 2012
Bad start for a happy day
It's a brand new week, with a brand new start. And what a day I had. It started out bad, but as time passed, my luck changed for the better.
I got stuck between the MRT train doors in the morning rush hours. To be more precise, my bag was stuck. Strangely enough, I wasn't pissed or mad at the train driver, just embarrassed with all the stares. Besides, I threw the school's image away by saying, "What the hell". Even though it isn't that offensive, but still, I find it shameful.
And I can't believe i'm so careless! I lost my precious friendship band twice! Cause JingWen wanted to see my band, so I brought it to EngLit class, and I forgot to retrieve it from 4D. I only realised it during the next period. I considered going back to search for it but wouldn't it be weird?
Me : *knocks on door*
Teacher : Yes?
Me : Can I look for my friendship band? I lost it here.
4D people : Er ... What? *thinks i'm a psycho*
So yeah. I shall just have to wait till Wednesday. Or a time where I can sneak in to search for it, which most probably means never.
Now, I said the day ended happily. And I have a good cause to cheer about! Remember I wanted to print about 100+ pics? I just counted, I have 119. Which amounts to 119 x $0.25 = $29.75. But now, I can get them for FREE! No, I didn't bribe anybody or steal, just that my dad can help me print them. I don't think I can say much in detail, in case it infringes on his company's policy, just know it's not anything illegal. Well obviously, or I wouldn't be here yakking away.
Oh, remember in my previous post, I said that I thought it was a male cockroach? Well, I was wrong. It was a female. It could fly. Which freaked me out even more. I spent a whole hour trying to kill it. Sorry insect, but as you know, in Singapore, the human species and the insect species almost never mix.
Hmm, reflecting back to today's train incident, there's a sliver lining. It was my bag that got stuck, not my arm. Imagine your arms being squeezed, with a force so great, i'm sure SMRT would have to pay my hospital bills. Hahah.
And. I sincerely hope i'm not on STOMP. The ordeal (?) lasted 3 secs, enough for one to snap a picture, but let's hope nobody reacted that quick.
So shall end here. Seeya! ^.^
My Quote of the Day : We should stop complaining and start contemplating.
~ANGELICDEVIL~
I got stuck between the MRT train doors in the morning rush hours. To be more precise, my bag was stuck. Strangely enough, I wasn't pissed or mad at the train driver, just embarrassed with all the stares. Besides, I threw the school's image away by saying, "What the hell". Even though it isn't that offensive, but still, I find it shameful.
And I can't believe i'm so careless! I lost my precious friendship band twice! Cause JingWen wanted to see my band, so I brought it to EngLit class, and I forgot to retrieve it from 4D. I only realised it during the next period. I considered going back to search for it but wouldn't it be weird?
Me : *knocks on door*
Teacher : Yes?
Me : Can I look for my friendship band? I lost it here.
4D people : Er ... What? *thinks i'm a psycho*
So yeah. I shall just have to wait till Wednesday. Or a time where I can sneak in to search for it, which most probably means never.
Now, I said the day ended happily. And I have a good cause to cheer about! Remember I wanted to print about 100+ pics? I just counted, I have 119. Which amounts to 119 x $0.25 = $29.75. But now, I can get them for FREE! No, I didn't bribe anybody or steal, just that my dad can help me print them. I don't think I can say much in detail, in case it infringes on his company's policy, just know it's not anything illegal. Well obviously, or I wouldn't be here yakking away.
Oh, remember in my previous post, I said that I thought it was a male cockroach? Well, I was wrong. It was a female. It could fly. Which freaked me out even more. I spent a whole hour trying to kill it. Sorry insect, but as you know, in Singapore, the human species and the insect species almost never mix.
Hmm, reflecting back to today's train incident, there's a sliver lining. It was my bag that got stuck, not my arm. Imagine your arms being squeezed, with a force so great, i'm sure SMRT would have to pay my hospital bills. Hahah.
And. I sincerely hope i'm not on STOMP. The ordeal (?) lasted 3 secs, enough for one to snap a picture, but let's hope nobody reacted that quick.
So shall end here. Seeya! ^.^
My Quote of the Day : We should stop complaining and start contemplating.
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Sunday 22 April 2012
Happiness, dejection, shock. All-in-one.
I'm unable to sleep, so here I am again.
Well, my weekends have been rather boring, actually, ALL my weekends are. I can only stay at home and revise. Or do housework. Can't hang out with friends. Well, what can I expect? I have to prove to my parents that I will achieve good results before terms and conditions. And that's why I prefer school, in a way.
Looking back, there were few events in the past week that made me feel ... unwanted. Everytime, when someone close asks me to go out with her or do something together, it's because their first choice isn't free, and they didn't want to do it alone. So they asked me. I know I should feel grateful, that my life wouldn't be so boring and that someone actually thinks about me, but I just feel like a second choice. That people don't think of me first. That i'm a replacement.
Well, let's put those sad stuff aside and lemme find events worth cheering about. Hmm ... Oh, I found my friendship band! You may think that it's just a useless band, but it has special significance. It was my FIRST EVER COMPLETE band! Moreover, I took at least an hour and 15minutes to finish it, so I cannot lose it. Get it now? (:
And. I was ransacking my fridge the other day and guess what I found? My long-forgotten STICKY jar! With at least one-quarter filled, of course. Who likes to see an empty jar?
The thing is, how could I have forgotten I had STICKY? I think i'm the only person whose STICKY can last them for 9months because of my short-term memory. Yeah, I bought it since July. Epic fail right.
All right, gotta force myself to sleep eve- SHIIITTTT! I JUST SAW A FREAKING COCKROACH CRAWL UNDER MY BED!!! YIKES!! How am I gonna sleep now?! I'm so afraid it will crawl onto me and ... EEEWWWW! I can't think about it!!
Sheesh, I shall end here and solve this problem myself. And try to sleep. If the cockroach will promise to be a good boy and not crawl onto me. Don't ask me why I guessed it's a boy. I have worse problems to solve.
Seeya!
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Well, my weekends have been rather boring, actually, ALL my weekends are. I can only stay at home and revise. Or do housework. Can't hang out with friends. Well, what can I expect? I have to prove to my parents that I will achieve good results before terms and conditions. And that's why I prefer school, in a way.
Looking back, there were few events in the past week that made me feel ... unwanted. Everytime, when someone close asks me to go out with her or do something together, it's because their first choice isn't free, and they didn't want to do it alone. So they asked me. I know I should feel grateful, that my life wouldn't be so boring and that someone actually thinks about me, but I just feel like a second choice. That people don't think of me first. That i'm a replacement.
Well, let's put those sad stuff aside and lemme find events worth cheering about. Hmm ... Oh, I found my friendship band! You may think that it's just a useless band, but it has special significance. It was my FIRST EVER COMPLETE band! Moreover, I took at least an hour and 15minutes to finish it, so I cannot lose it. Get it now? (:
And. I was ransacking my fridge the other day and guess what I found? My long-forgotten STICKY jar! With at least one-quarter filled, of course. Who likes to see an empty jar?
The thing is, how could I have forgotten I had STICKY? I think i'm the only person whose STICKY can last them for 9months because of my short-term memory. Yeah, I bought it since July. Epic fail right.
All right, gotta force myself to sleep eve- SHIIITTTT! I JUST SAW A FREAKING COCKROACH CRAWL UNDER MY BED!!! YIKES!! How am I gonna sleep now?! I'm so afraid it will crawl onto me and ... EEEWWWW! I can't think about it!!
Sheesh, I shall end here and solve this problem myself. And try to sleep. If the cockroach will promise to be a good boy and not crawl onto me. Don't ask me why I guessed it's a boy. I have worse problems to solve.
Seeya!
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Friday 20 April 2012
Memories ...
Could use the comp so here I am. Remember I said I would post some pics? Well, there're below (:
It's just so chio right? I wanted the light blue barrel, but MrsLynnGoh will nag at me for using light blue ink. So yeah.
These are just some of the pics that I've printed for keepsakes. Gonna buy an album to slot them! Will spam print more next week, maybe 100++. God only knows where I'm gonna get the money.
Shall end off here for now! Seeya!
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Shall end off here for now! Seeya!
~ANGELICDEVIL~
Childhood Nostalgia
Heyyy, hi people, don't ask me why am I back here like less than 12hours. All I know is I felt a sudden urge to blog, going crazy soon.
Actually I think I've found a way to update almost everyday, but let's see whether it will work.
Was ransacking through my old stuff that I've kept since Primary school. Actually, it's because i'm kinda like a karang guni, keeping old stuff and not bearing to throw them away hahah. Anyways, I came across my spiderweb-filled journal, and realised how I've grown in my thoughts. Lemme read to you one of my many entries.
"I found a crab spider near my small fountain. It had spinned a web. I thought it would be fun to blow at the web. So I blew at it till the web drop. But the spider did not drown. It spinned another web. But this time it spin a straight web. I thought it was odd. After a few min, when I went to find the spider, it was missing. My sister helped me find it. The spider had drowned. My sister scolded me for blowing at the web. I felt pitful for the crab spider. I wish more spiders will come and help my family to eat the flies."
So childlike thoughts! I realised how adorable my thinking was, and it was evident in my last sentence, heheh.
Another entry. "When I got back my exam results, I was shocked. My Eng scored 41.5/48. My Maths, 93/100. My Chinese, 45/50. My Sci, 47.5/50. But my overall English results were 85/100!!! I just passed!! But I was glad to get band 1. But I was also sad to have got 90 marks and below. My parents were angry and sad. They said I will not be in the top 3. But I must try to be in the top 3 at least." This entry shows how I tried to live up to my parents' expectations. And it shows how competitive I was.
Reading through all my entries, I recalled my childhood, mostly guarded by the cane I was so afraid of, and with no life. All I did was study, study AND STUDY. But I still turned out to be ... stupid? Okay okay, lemme use 'not smart'. If not I would know how to cycle and swim now. Haiz.
If only I can do as well now like what I did in Primary school, it would be so much better. Double haiz.
I shall stop pouring out my woes and stop sighing. I must remain optimistic. I still have O'levels to prove myself wrong! Okays, seeya! ^~^
Quote : What's the use of knowledge when you don't have the basic survival skills? ~ANGELICDEVIL~
Actually I think I've found a way to update almost everyday, but let's see whether it will work.
Was ransacking through my old stuff that I've kept since Primary school. Actually, it's because i'm kinda like a karang guni, keeping old stuff and not bearing to throw them away hahah. Anyways, I came across my spiderweb-filled journal, and realised how I've grown in my thoughts. Lemme read to you one of my many entries.
"I found a crab spider near my small fountain. It had spinned a web. I thought it would be fun to blow at the web. So I blew at it till the web drop. But the spider did not drown. It spinned another web. But this time it spin a straight web. I thought it was odd. After a few min, when I went to find the spider, it was missing. My sister helped me find it. The spider had drowned. My sister scolded me for blowing at the web. I felt pitful for the crab spider. I wish more spiders will come and help my family to eat the flies."
So childlike thoughts! I realised how adorable my thinking was, and it was evident in my last sentence, heheh.
Another entry. "When I got back my exam results, I was shocked. My Eng scored 41.5/48. My Maths, 93/100. My Chinese, 45/50. My Sci, 47.5/50. But my overall English results were 85/100!!! I just passed!! But I was glad to get band 1. But I was also sad to have got 90 marks and below. My parents were angry and sad. They said I will not be in the top 3. But I must try to be in the top 3 at least." This entry shows how I tried to live up to my parents' expectations. And it shows how competitive I was.
Reading through all my entries, I recalled my childhood, mostly guarded by the cane I was so afraid of, and with no life. All I did was study, study AND STUDY. But I still turned out to be ... stupid? Okay okay, lemme use 'not smart'. If not I would know how to cycle and swim now. Haiz.
If only I can do as well now like what I did in Primary school, it would be so much better. Double haiz.
I shall stop pouring out my woes and stop sighing. I must remain optimistic. I still have O'levels to prove myself wrong! Okays, seeya! ^~^
Quote : What's the use of knowledge when you don't have the basic survival skills? ~ANGELICDEVIL~
Can time change people?
All right, i'm back after like 2weeks? I wanna update as frequently as I can, but as some of you all know, I'm kinda restricted. But i'll do my best. So I have a couple of things to say, I mean after 2weeks, who wouldn't? I'm updating using my phone, so pardon my spelling mistakes yeah.
Where do I start? Hmmm ... Okay. Well, the past 2 weeks my class had a serious theft case and we roughly know who it is. But we didn't expose him directly. And to cut a long story short, the money was returned in the end. To the thief I have a few things to say, if you are reading this, that is. I hope you will not steal again and that you have learnt your lesson. Now you know what are the consequences. But the thing is, whenever we wear our class jacket in future, we will be reminded of this incident. It was supposed to be just pure, innocent, happy memories of our class, but you just had to destroy them. Haiz.
Today I kinda exploded in class. Whenever MissAngeliaWong start to talk, the guys start yakking away at THE TOP OF THEIR VOICES. And I mean at least 6 AT THE SAME TIME. You know how noisy it is?! So I raised my voice at them, hahah. FIRST TIME in 2years. I shocked myself too. But don't worry, after a while, I regained my happy-go-lucky personality, teehee.
Someone just made me so disappointed today. I was supposed to celebrate his birthday, thinking with a heart-to-heart sibling talk. But he decided his friends were more important. I didn't even know he was gonna bring his friends along. We walked till KTPH, then they ran to the foodcourt. Leaving me behind walking like a loner. There and then, I decided that if he didn't care that I was awkward, I would have to stand up for myself. So I went back to CCHY, packed up and left with someone who knew of my presence, and at the same time, kept my dignity.
All right, sad things aside. The happy stuff are coming up! Well, I left school today with Mirian and we went to print 4R pics of memorable events with all our friends. We wanted to place them in an album so we could remember our secondary school life and wonderful friends in the future, it's more meaningful too.
Oh, I bought a polka dot uniball SIGNO 0.38! It's like so chio! If I can post what it looks like, I will. My phone can't seem to post. It was love at first sight! Hahah! <3
Shit. Just realised I've written a freaking essay. And I still have stuff to say. Argh. To those who actually read through the whole post, I applaud you. And THANK YOU :D
My Quote of the Day : Existence is being non-existent when others need you the most. ~ANGELICDEVIL~
Where do I start? Hmmm ... Okay. Well, the past 2 weeks my class had a serious theft case and we roughly know who it is. But we didn't expose him directly. And to cut a long story short, the money was returned in the end. To the thief I have a few things to say, if you are reading this, that is. I hope you will not steal again and that you have learnt your lesson. Now you know what are the consequences. But the thing is, whenever we wear our class jacket in future, we will be reminded of this incident. It was supposed to be just pure, innocent, happy memories of our class, but you just had to destroy them. Haiz.
Today I kinda exploded in class. Whenever MissAngeliaWong start to talk, the guys start yakking away at THE TOP OF THEIR VOICES. And I mean at least 6 AT THE SAME TIME. You know how noisy it is?! So I raised my voice at them, hahah. FIRST TIME in 2years. I shocked myself too. But don't worry, after a while, I regained my happy-go-lucky personality, teehee.
Someone just made me so disappointed today. I was supposed to celebrate his birthday, thinking with a heart-to-heart sibling talk. But he decided his friends were more important. I didn't even know he was gonna bring his friends along. We walked till KTPH, then they ran to the foodcourt. Leaving me behind walking like a loner. There and then, I decided that if he didn't care that I was awkward, I would have to stand up for myself. So I went back to CCHY, packed up and left with someone who knew of my presence, and at the same time, kept my dignity.
All right, sad things aside. The happy stuff are coming up! Well, I left school today with Mirian and we went to print 4R pics of memorable events with all our friends. We wanted to place them in an album so we could remember our secondary school life and wonderful friends in the future, it's more meaningful too.
Oh, I bought a polka dot uniball SIGNO 0.38! It's like so chio! If I can post what it looks like, I will. My phone can't seem to post. It was love at first sight! Hahah! <3
Shit. Just realised I've written a freaking essay. And I still have stuff to say. Argh. To those who actually read through the whole post, I applaud you. And THANK YOU :D
My Quote of the Day : Existence is being non-existent when others need you the most. ~ANGELICDEVIL~
Sunday 8 April 2012
Wondering around ...
Well, it's been a long time since I've blogged and frankly speaking, I think my blog looks weird >< Anyways, hello people! ^.^ I don't think I'll have much traffic here, cause i rarely blogged in the past, but that's good too, in some sense. I won't be updating often, can't use the computer much, sadly ): So here's my first post, short and sweet! :D
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